not anymore.

helloggooodbye.

2010-02-20T22:58:00.005+09:00

hisashiburi~

okayyy. i have decided to stop blogging over here for the time being.

I found another great place to blog.

well.

I don't know if it's fated, but certain things happened recently.

it happened so sudden that you couldn't react in time.

I don't know how to explain my feelings, because it's not like I'm super happy about it nor super angry about it.

I'm actually kinda neutral to it, because i'm peace lover, and i dun like to create troubles.
however, if there's anyone going to step into my business and try to stir trouble, i will not be manipulated by u.

die bitch, get this straight clear.

i don't hate anyone.
whether those who actually have made used of me or rather being made used too.
either the case...

i have been handling issues logically.
even though there are times i don't want to handle it logically... but i have to.

???
nobody knows the answer.

honey, thank u for the positive words.

byebye!

No soccer , No life

2010-02-17T03:39:00.000+09:00

I saw a little boy wearing a tee-shirt with the above sentence printed on it in today's match.
I find it so cute and inspiring.

What am I doing when I was around the same age of him when I'm young?!
Probably playing barbie dolls, and I did not have any dreams... goals.... or let alone being inspired.

Gahhh >__<

He's so young,yet he have already know what he loves, and probably to know what he wanted and (will do his best to achieve his dream.) I find that amazing.
Perhaps, it was also the things he was exposed to.

Remembering what the players told me bout having a soccer career in their life, it was something they love, and it did not really matter to them if they does not earn as much. To put it simply, it was something they enjoyed doing, and it's already sufficient. Well, as for the extras, it shall rather be a bonus to them.

I was somehow touched by what I heard, it motivates me to keep myself moving even closer to my dreams to.

As for me.... maybe it should be '' No Money , No life'' .

Hhahahaha, i'm joking.

明日、JALAN　BESAR　STADIUMにいきます！
すごくの新チーム！！！！
I went for their match before, was amazed with their skills.
Great Great Great !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
French snails for you?...
Bonjour... Merci .... Bon voyage....

I'm spouting rubbish.

I'm so free to go for matches now and then. Kyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaa. it gonna be the last time i got such leisure time. School is starting!

Bye, take care and sweeeet dreams

nihongo

2010-02-15T20:18:00.002+09:00

こんにちは! (｡･ω･)ﾉﾞ

今日は、映画「余命1ヶ月の花嫁」を視たいました。
泣き出す。
明日、どこいきましようか？
友達の屋いきます、サッカー戦いきます～

バイバイ。

I tried to blog in Japanese, but i have no idea how to blog certain sentence into Japanese, so i did a English version
Please correct my　mistake , thank u ^___________________^
*p.s : it was 3pm when i was blogging tis entry, lol.

English version

Hello!
I watched April Bride today. It took me months to watch this movie after the movie plan with a friend was canceled.

It was quite boring to me because I have already watched the documentary.Therefore, i skipped some parts.
I was doing charcoal mask while watching the movie, and when i teared while watching the sad scenes, my tears wet the dried mask on my face, and it smudges around on my face.

I'm going to visit some friends' places tomorrow and support arubi at night.

Alright, here's the ''science diagram'' that i have drew.

Ah XXX is the predator and is going to attack the prey, XX.

Lol.

I also did study Japanese ;p

omgosssh, s.h.e coming sg to hold concert !!! who wannnna go?

byebye

when many tiny issues are being linked up.

2010-02-13T16:55:00.002+09:00

konichiwa.
mommmie is cooking prawn now.
it smells great. but i don't really like to eat shelled prawns.
ehehehe.
i need to do some treatment for my feet.
dry and dull looking feet. skin are peeling.
terrible !!!!!!!

bleh.

minty wants to make some changes in her make up.
i willlll try it out sooooon.

yesterday was 12.02.2010
went to jurong to get some stufff.
miko waited for me for hours because she reached to early.
sooory dearie, made u waiteddd.
headed off to bbugis, waanna get wallet, but desgins were not appealing at all.
i think the boss is quite cute looking despite he;s shortttttt.
but, i hheard him speaking to a staffffff very rudely, felt that he is disgustingggggg.
lol.
surprises awaited for us, met some people over there.
feeling weird cos . . . . .

i went jalan besar.
some unhappy incidentss happened. it did make us feeeling sadd and angry................
but nevertheless, im feeling alright already.

black bear and papa from snail team were cool and amazing.
dalang2 kept fallling and what the heck ... he kept losing the chance to goal.
i love soccer. im going to let my son join soccer team . muhehehehe

headed to makan n chilll after match.
we went for karaoke.
pity some friends went off first, even honey star went offfffff too.

junjun sang really well.
i wasn't in mood to sing.
sooorrry that my singing sucks.
cant help it la.

reached home at 6 plus in morning.
felt tired, but don't feeel liike sleeping.

i was looking at the pictures taken ytd.
also... pictures which captured the memories ..... past memories.

my new nail extension is giving me hard time.
ehhehe.
but it looks pretty.
i lovee it.

I'm not in thhe cny mood.
i just feeel that i want to play as much as i can for the time being.

GONG XI FA CAI.

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happinesss.宝贝.
truly missssss u sillllyboboyyyyyyyyyyy

151am

2010-02-12T02:51:00.002+09:00

helllllllo.
i have beeen constantly going for the matches. i think have falllen in love with sport aalredy....
because im going to ji rinrin to gym and even for badminton match....
when did minty become sporty............... hmmm....
but before i do sports, have to go treat my spine first, >_<

met kuris and headed to stadium.
match was exciting !!!!!!!!!
tigers could have scored... but they misssed it.

taisuke performed very well !!!
wanted to do the albirex cheer, but w can't
hahahha ;p

kay, he was there too, and he knew we were there lol.

going out tmr to meeeeeet sweeetheartssss :)

ohaiyogozaimasuuuuu.

2010-02-11T05:39:00.007+09:00

Good Morning!!!

It's bloody 4.40am now.
( I was busy kpo-ying reading people's blog. Muhahaha~~ And I realised that...... okay, im keepin mouth shut, not saying anymore.)

I reached home around 1am, not sure what time stellena reached home... maybe 1.30am/?
I feel like ordering mac delivery for breakfast. *evil grins*
I'm going to sleeep soon, i will be going to seek for treatment for my spine by this week, i hope that it will be fine.

i'm meeting honey stars, lil chili and stellena later for some chilling session, probably if we got the time, and shall enjoy balllllllllls later.

Don't get me wrong okay ^__^''

Anyway, I will be bringing the nail polish for honey hehehehe :D

I texted her already, hope she faster reply me when she woke up, hehehe.I'm looking forward to visit her and baby today !!!!!!!!!!!!

I just adore kids.

Miko and hazukashiii chan were in high spirits yesterday( though i said ytd, but it seems not.. ) So sorry, but i couldn't feel the joy, though I know that both of you are just equally happy.... gastric was giving me problem. Bleh...

While we were having super late dinner(shall call that suppppppper!!!!), ohno and hazukashii chan was sharing about the horrible riots in Indonesia.
though i was busy eating my food, my goosebumps stood up while listening to them.

back to match @ bedok, seriously, the guys could have done better.
the gk performed pretty well!!!
shittttttttttt, totally felt so weird looking at this yr match, im still not used to it.
all the familiar faces are gone, no more inside jokes together too.

hazukashii chan is going back to her country to celebrate cny with her family, dang ddang dang... i will misssss her, hope she can join us later ~_~

I'm really happpppppppy to have rin chan as a friend, she's really sweeeeeeeeeeet .... sweeet to the max!!! Ehhehehehe.

She's the second sweeeeeeeeeeeet person i ever met.
(because i'm the first person lol!!!)
i love her !!! *hugsss*

I ordered my new pair of lens through stellababe :DD I caan't wait for the lens to arrive, though it's the same pair which I'm wearing~

Just some updates bout school.
I have completed my attachment as well as the presentation, oh my gosh i simply love this teacher of mine, ms ng.
okay, previously i got issues with her, but it's really '' bu da bu xiang shi''.
though everything have been cleared, i hope i will not screw up my ia.
dang):

i learnt alot during this 1.5 mths in XXX salon. I totally love it, and hate it. Despite the stable income i'm going to have even after school start, i have decided not to continue to work there bcos of my spine):

my boss is damm cool and smart. i get to pick up useful knowledge from him though he's pretty wordy :p

it's not laughing matter to have injured spine.
i learnt bout our skeletal structure, which kinda made me even more paranoid !!!
the coccyx bone was cracked, i hope by the time i go for 2nd xray, it will be healed by itself.

Beauty fair is coming sooon, i decided to get myself useful thingss which i will neeed and use it instead of things which i wanna to have, yet... i won't be using it too often.

i totally regretted to have bought the bottle of mask last yr.
it's rubber mask, and it's damm messy if i were to use it on myself.
daaaannng !!!!

okay,i'm now saying this clearly..... anyone want freeee mask.... yesss. free poweder maskkkk,
you can either get it from me and apply for your-who-ever or i can go your house for chilling session then i will help u to appply :D

i think newyork got free trial facial.
i wanna go and let WL to do for me, butbutbut... she's working at a super far place ):

i received sorta ''feedback'' or whatever-it-shall-be-named-as regarding certain issue, i mean there's nothing i can do, it's none of my business and i will not poke into it and meddle with it.

smelly liu dajie and xian shi ren de meimeis, let's go have funnnn !!!! rinrin, i bring u go try paper wrap chicken and go gaigai together!!!

i wannna yumcha with honeystar !!!

Dearie ah-man-da and tingtinggg and wennnnling, let's meet out soooooon for chillin session :D

shubbiii our annual major date!!!!

i missssssssss alll of u man

*muack* before i go off .

p.s: i saw a giirl in arashi con tee in the train while heading to bedok.
she was watching the concert too!!!!

okay. i also emo-ed for awhile ytd.
bleh >_<"

p.s: noticed many grammar mistakes ... but im lazy to edit dem. heheheh ;d

Presentation tmr.

2010-02-09T02:04:00.001+09:00

Hopefully the plan will go smoothly~

Spoken to her last night, i'm glad that she's coping well with her life, especially with a newly added member,,, her very own son. I'm going to keep the promise and attend the church with her after my ia's issues have been cleared up.

I'm still very new to him, I'm not sure what will happen in the future, but I will give it a try.

Also, thanks to speaking to her, i realised that maybe i can go to **** instead of sticking with my previous plan.

I finished the project within 6 hours. I'm going to rehearse again later before I sleep. I want my grades to be maintained at the same level or being increased by 1 point, i will feel very content if either of these come true..

Working 6 days a week, 10 hours a day made me so feel so lifeless.

I intend to source for another path, another path to earn allowance which doesn't make me feel that I am losing myself.

My spine is another problem.

A problem which I have to get it solved. It's definetely affecting me, and that's partly why I decide to withdraw myself from the work,

How are you people ?
Friends and fellow classmates whom i have not been seeing for ages~
I missss you all (ﾉω･､)

Good Night, have a good rest ^___^

cui.

2010-02-07T01:08:00.003+09:00

It's 12.21am now.
My hair is still wet.

Recently, I am busy with my work.

CNY is just around the corner, and the work is piling up daily.
I don't have the time to have a decent meal at all.

I don't like such hetic lifestyle.

S league had started!!!!

I went for the match.
Met up with the girls, and had zi bao ji & chawanmushi for dinner!
Thanks much to Mad's fabulous recommendation!!!

Speaking about match,
I felt that something was missing...

I wouldn't say that the match was awesome, but I do know that the players will continue to train hard for the upcoming matches~

I met darling after the match~ *hug*

Alright, back to continue working on my project.

Byebye~

( I am going to make hayashi rice for the friend who lent me her dvd *wink wink* )
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Motive.

there's no need to flaunt about it.
it will only reflect how much attention you hope to get from the others.

:o

2010-02-05T02:48:00.000+09:00

How are you?

okay, bye.
oyasumi.

and thank you friends who loved me.
i love every single of you to the maxxxxxxxxxxx.

thats random.
but...

heck care la,( i'm picking this line from Jocelyn!!) i need to sleeeep now!

You need to lose weight.

2010-01-27T01:47:00.003+09:00

I can't tolerate myself from gaining weight already, I actually gained quite an impressive digit since my last holiday trip to Penang. The best remedy to lose weight is not slimming pills, they are not divine pills, so people who thinks that by only swallowing those pills will make you lose weight, please seriously drop that idea. Maybe you want to consider to control your mouth instead.

And what about those slimming centres...?
Hmm, all I can comment is that they do work, however you have to pay for a super high price but you can't just depend on them too unless you are some rich taitais, then go ahead and swipe your card~~~~~~~

You can depend on yourself!

You had to put in effort. You have to change.

Well, you can't change others, but you can change yourself, don't you????!

Yes!!!! ( I sound as if I am asking people to vote for me in the next election)

Change your lifestyle, eating habits, sleeping patterns,water intakes,exercise level, and i swear you confirm will lose weight, it just that it may take a longer time.

Check out the calorie and you can still have a feast with friends, but just remember to shed off those extra calories.

I decided to use a shorter route this time.

With the above mentioned combined with the help of doc, i hope i can continue to achieve my goal again! I have some health issues that actually restrained me from doing exercise. Therefore, I have chose to go to my family doc this time round. Friends who are worried about me, please don't be worry, I will take care of myself.)

No pain no gain right?!

Why am I blogging all these?!!

Of course I blog these for reasons.

It's to remind myself that I have to continue to perverse and I will definitely see the result !!!

And, I'm irritated by people who are not even fat yet always complaining that they are fat.
what you should do is to go to the gym and stop complaining, because you will be dead if you don't have fats in your body!!!! I studied Biology and FNF.

I seriously love this two subjects.
FNF is a pretty good module to take on if you want to know what is good for your body :)

Fats are supposed to protect our organs and keep us warmth... and whatever it is... we need fats.

So why can't you just spare a thought for others before you said that you are so fat that you can die, especially when you saying that in front of people who are bigger in size than you.

To me, I think you are rather mocking at them.

If you seriously think that you are so fat, when your bmi and everything are fine, you should go see a doctor.

A psychiatrist is what you need.

Last special tip: Google is your best friend. Search whatever you think will benefit you. It will be an eye-opener!

I want to talk about something else already. I'm so tired whenever people ask me how i lose weight and after I shared with my experience.... kept on asking and asking, yet still doing the same old routine, not putting the effort, and had to pester me further. What's the use of asking me so much when you don't even want to commit yourself in this mission possible?

A topic that I have been wanting to write about....

Okay, wait till the next time I got such good mood and free time to blog.

I'm going try out a secret recipe on having good skin complexion.
I hope it works on me!!!!!!

Hehehe.

And it sucks so much, I have to wait till 4th feb before I can step into the stadium again.

When did I fall in love with sports when I am not actually a sporty person...?!

All thanks to my friends and dearie "Beckham's wife" who actually brainwashed me.

Okay, kidding bout the brainwashed part =p

Time to read quality entries by friends before I head to bed.

With plenty loads of love,
Minty

yuccckks.

2010-01-27T00:31:00.005+09:00

I have a hugeeeeee blister by the toe thumb.
All thanks to the new heeels >_<~

It filled with some sort of fluid and it is bloated, very bloated.
I can't bear to poke the blister, because the fluid is suppose to help to reduce the blister. I do hope my blister will swell by itself, because it looks so frightening and I'm tempted to poke it.

Hehehe.

I'm not in very good mood nowadays because of certain issues.

Communication is very important, but when you have to communicate with people that are beyond cure, it's like asking yourself to suicide.

I don't understand why do I have to put up with nonsense of yours?

There's a reason behind it.
I shall stop asking myself why, because the answer have been already found, it just that my brain and my heart is processing differently, and that probably explains why am i feeling lousy.

Approximately 3 weeks left for my attachment to end, and 2 weeks for another consultation with my doctor.

I decided to post the other entry separately.
:p

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I have been telling myself constantly that I will have to bear with everything and I'm going to do the same for tomorrow as well.

Recently, I have been saying positive stuffs to people around me, even though some are not my friends. I emphasis on that because I normally only do that to my love ones.

I'm not trying to act nice, but, I am really telling them how i felt sincerely from my heart, and when I happen to know that things have gotten better for them, I do felt happy for them too.

I think I am doing good deed by encouraging people. At least I am not cursing, i guess it should be fine. Haha.

The first ''stranger" who sent me encouragement message through fb, when he happens to read my blog. Actually, he's not really a stranger, but was a online friend that I have gotten randomly.

I really do appreciate encouragements that I have received, it did help me to think positively!

Thank you!

I'm going to do my very best for every single thing, and stop being lazy when it comes to exercise and cleaning up my room!!! *Laughs*

良い男.

2010-01-24T23:23:00.005+09:00

到底我是怎样，我也不懂。
我的心到底发生了什么事啊。

每天都有在听的歌，也没怎样耶，却想哭。

就只是最近，特别是这几天。

那种感觉又回来了。
那些回忆又再次浮显在我脑海。

我知道唯一能忘了一切的方法就是寻找下一个。
一个对的人。
一个能让我相信的人。

简单的爱.
一颗真心.

这，
还存在吗？

互相利用，互相背叛，互相欺骗。

就剩下这样吗？

A new chapter shall begin.
It's actually a new chapter which I have been looking forward to.

How I wish I don't have to work tomorrow, because I'm sick.

Symptoms have appeared.

Final verdict : Heart is sick, very badly sick. Mind is not lost, however, may not be functioning properly.

Alright, can I be excused for work tomorrow?

GIDDDDDDY.

2010-01-24T02:08:00.002+09:00

I ought to refrain myself from sleeping at such a late time.
It's killing me and I actually almost fainted today in salon >_<''

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哈咯～
我决定了啦~~~
该是时候改变writing style。

没办法耶，
我现在都没空好好的写篇entry。

我要去睡觉了，
有空再来blog。

我最疼爱的朋友们，
如果有一天发生了些事情，
我希望你们直接来confront我，
把事情弄清楚，别让是非影响大家的友情。

爱你们的 Minty ~

My brain can no longer function.
It's all about work work work work.

Good night. I need to sleep before 2am !!!

Use your brain

2010-01-20T01:53:00.000+09:00

Hello my dear friends

I'm super blur today >___<

I thought that my interview for higher nitec was today, but it was supposed to be on 26jan.

I had dinner with A-friends today. We had cheap and quality food~

I had a good time laughing at a group of despo.
I'm pretty shocked about what I see and heard today!!! (ﾉﾟοﾟ)ﾉ

Me wanna go out gaigai with xianxian one day !!!!!

I'm heading to bed already~

Goood night

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I choose not to believe blindly in love even if it can't be helped at times.

Think wisely, use your brain to think and make decision.

It may be a struggle to make the decision.

The decision which may either lead you to a happier life,
or perhaps,
a miserable life.

Will you choose to believe blindly?

Recently, I got to know about a classmate's misfortune.
I'm happy that she's not lying to herself or trusting that guy blindly.

At least, she decided to give him a second chance.
Everyone deserve to have a second chance.

I support her, and I hope she will continue to lead a happy life with her boyfriend.

Boys, learn to cherish good girls before they are gone...

屎凸碧鳓嫉窝莫

2010-01-18T00:58:00.003+09:00

你他妈的讨厌鬼！

It's the true society that i am facing.
It's the path that I am walking on now.
I think Okaeri should be the song to describe my feelings now.

--

Will put a pause for that quizz thingy i guess.
lol

I am sleepy

2010-01-17T03:20:00.002+09:00

I'm not exactly sleepy, but I have to sleep before I start to have headache again when I work tmr.

I'm waiting for eliza, and i'm bored, so probably I can spend the time doing this :p
it seems fun horrrr?!!

I gotten this from miko ^_^
oh, and speaking of miko, it reminded myself to blog bout her.
yesss her again. something awesome!
&& to ask apple about some issue. I keep forgetting to ask her lor >_<

Day 01 Your favourite song
Day 02 Your favourite movie
Day 03 Your favourite television programme
Day 04 Your favourite book
Day 05 Your favourite quote
Day 06 Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 A photo you took
Day 10 A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 A fictional book
Day 14 A non-fictional book
Day 15 A fanfic
Day 16 A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 A talent of yours
Day 20 A hobby of yours
Day 21 A recipe
Day 22 A website
Day 23 A YouTube video
Day 24 Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 Your day, in great detail
Day 26 Your week, in great detail
Day 27 This month, in great detail
Day 28 This year, in great detail
Day 29 Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 Whatever tickles your fancy

I shall consider today is Day 1!

Well, the songs i love know will be endless story, first love, one love,tada arigatou...( & mainly songs by miliyah katou)
and much more.
i'm lazy to youtube them, so i shall just end it like this!

okay, seems that eliza is done, im gotta go.

good night everyone^^~

yoyo.

2010-01-16T23:34:00.004+09:00

yoyoyo (^-^)/

how's everyone?

(* misssses you alllll*) (ﾉ_･｡)

i'm late for work today.
i cabbed down, yet i was still late for 23 mins.
grrrr.
i hope that doesn't mark my grade down >__<''

need a haircut ~~

2010-01-08T00:21:00.004+09:00

I'm supposed to blog about the countdown+birthday celebration which I had eariler...
but since i don't have the pictures with me now... I shall skip blogging about it.

I went singing with friends, it was quite fun though i only sang like 4 or 5 songs. Intially, I didn't plan to go to airport, but the girls suggested going there, so I joined them.

Thanks for the birthday cake ^_^
I really appreciate it!!

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I will be going down to apply for higher nitec in bty
seriously, i don't feel that motivated to study in this course, because it's mainly about body treatments.

it's really quite sian one...
but for the sake of my own future... i have to !!!

I sensed about something today, and it did really happen...
haizz

miko chan

2010-01-04T23:37:00.005+09:00

Minty - From one arashi fan we met in the cyberworld, we became good friends that can 'nua' together already. And I'm glad. You are one of those few arashi friends I can actually bring in to real life. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE! Thank you for watching albirex with me also! Sorry for causing so much trouble in Albirex too. Hope in the next our friendship can grow more!

Likewise I would like to thank you too :)
SAKUTING! Hahaha, I haven't been calling you by this nick>_<''

You brought so many ''dramas'' into my life. You made me met so many new friends.
If I did not accompany you( yea, you and your crazy ideas) for the various places, I wouldn't have met so many unique individuals.

Let's forget about the troubles and enjoy watching the match in the coming year :)
Allow friendship between us to grow~~~( hahaha, perherps teru too! but he's too busy.)

I miss arashi ~~~~ Need some arashi love :p

update

2010-01-04T23:25:00.000+09:00

Had a memorable birthday celebration & countdown with girlfriends :)

thoughts.

2009-12-30T11:58:00.003+09:00

I'm really thankful that I have met so many people this year.
Every single one is different and unique in different ways.
Through them, I actually get to see many sides of maybe just one issue.

The A gang of friends, Miko and gang of friends, my own clique, my ite bitches, my bestie, and a newly added group of workmates, also some people who did came across in my life.

These are bunch of people I loved alot, I treasured alot, or at least used to.

Recently, I was very annoyed and disappointed because a friend lied to me.

Yes. A lie.

Can you believe how pathetic it is to plan out something, and ended up changing the plan because you wanted all your friends to be part of it.

Yet, she lied to me.

I swear I am no longer a 3 years old kiddo.

I have never receive presents which I really love it to the max. However, I will love it to the max if you are sincere about what you said, what you gave and what you wrote.

I celebrated my lousy 18th birthday at admiralty this year. The presents I have gotten aren't fab but at least, the card they did show sincerity and I was touched.
The aibaba cake, the aibaba love card ,, the poker letter.
It is something which I treasured alot, because you put in your heart doing it !
有心就已经足够了

Hmph.

With so much of betrayals,lies,scams going on...
my life was full of dramas basically started from may...
school,love,friends,personal issues~
all kinds of stupid and irritating rubbish~
it is like never-ending

I'm feeling numb to such issues already.
I'm not someone who is cold-hearted,
but I just don't really care so much nowadays...

Because of you

I see another side of myself.
I learned alot of things.

That is why
I told myself not to hate you.
I told myself to be forgiving.

Even though you have more negative points, but I will try to remember the positive points of yours.

That's my 2009 life.

I'm looking forward for 2010 !!!
because the next one will be better!
hahahahaha!!!

A puri to end my entry!
hahahah : )

.

2009-12-29T00:00:00.000+09:00

i will blog maybe tmr.
i don;t have any more energy to blog about that sickening issue~~
neeed to sleeep !

Wish

2009-12-28T00:29:00.004+09:00

All I want to do is to mingle around with my lovely friends.
we can go have dinner and have a drink and have our dirty chat till the next day or even to go clubbing together.

Bleh.

I just don't want to waste my birthday outing in such a ''peaceful'' manner.
I really want to celebrate my birthday and have fun with all my love ones.
seriously.
i am the one who's gotta plan out everything.
then.. it seems so meaningless.

sorta.

this kind of feeling s.u.c.k.s t.o t.h.e c.o.r.e

i swear.

ok bye.

----
I have been using Faceshop coenzyme q10 serum.
personally, i think it's a waste of money.
it doesn't have much effect.
I'm going to try other skincare product soon...

Any recommendation?????
I prefer water-based moisturizer ^__^''

: )

2009-12-27T00:34:00.001+09:00

I can't wait for the singing sessssion!
Though I know only how to sing few Japanese songs la~~~ ( laughs)

anyway, I have decided to continue my studies in Ite.
I'm going for the higher nitec!

Ah. Hopefully i will be with the same clique ; )

rejection

2009-12-23T19:43:00.003+09:00

sorry,
but i just have to reject it.

don't ask me why.

because i won't tell you the reason.

i know maybe you're reading this.
so i hope you won't ask me again.
because i won't agree to it.

就算你再来新加坡，
我也不会去理会你。
所以。。。
真的希望你就别问我了。

因为我一定会SAY NO!

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Was talking to Jun-chan earlier about guys.
DB guys are cute ^__^
hahahahhaha!!!
( I almost wrote Jun-Kun instead :p HAHAHHAA)

I can't wait for singing session with Miko and Mrs Lam.
I cant wait for drinking session with darlings.
I can't wait for meet up with Jun and Becky .

Congrats to myself

2009-12-23T15:39:00.004+09:00

Congrats to myself ^_^

I actually managed to get all A for all my modules.
I'm pretty shocked!!! I thought that I will get like B for my Selling Skills, because it was kinda tricky.

That only sickening module that pulled my overall gpa down was... you know...
Effective communication.

I hope i can continue to produce good result next yr ( if im going for higher nitec, though it's kinda high chance that i will be continuing.)

I'm going to pack my messy room. LATER.

I'm still talking with friends on what we should do on my birthday, actually not on the actual day, because i need to work .

Work yesterday was tiring,though it was not as busy on Monday, reason 'cos i felt so tired because I had to do manicure for client.
I rather they trained me first before letting me to do, because i take freaking more than 1/2 hr to do express manicure.

I wannnna learn gel nails asap !!
I promise to treat mummy when i get my pay ^__^

i'm proud of my result *yay*

''dream''

2009-12-21T23:20:00.003+09:00

It may sound ridiculous, but it's okay for me to ''dream'' abit la.
I can't wait for my salary to come!!!
Even though after the deduction of the cpf & probably some other miscellaneous stuff, i will left with not much.

I'm already drafting out what are the things to buy with my salary.
hahaha!

I decided to get the items from TWspree, OBspree and lashes,shoes from fareast.
Not forgetting the cooling pad which I have been reminding myself...

Work today was great.
No problem with the people too.
I did whatever they told me, and did whatever they did not tell me to do.
I can't wait for them to teach me the gel nails.
Awwww, I love gel nails !!!

Seriously, I need to pack my room.
My room is full packed with all the rubbish... NOO.
They are not rubbish... they are stuffs which belonged to me ... and are stuffs which are being thrown here and there in my room.

My desk is packed with my cosmetic and magazines :/
The floor is covered with magazines and bags.

So messssy !!!

I will pack my room on my off day !!

I can't celebrate xmas, mybirthday.
dang: (

I will have dinner with friends instead for my birthday : /

Good night ^^''

Gotta work tomorrowww : )

2009-12-20T23:51:00.002+09:00

People by Miliyah Kato.

Recently, I have been watching Ayaka's performance.
loves herrrrr !!!
I really hope that she will recover from that disease.
Can't wait to see her back with new songs!!

I haven't been watching her man's drama.
The last drama I watched was Mei chan No shitsuji lol !!!

Went orchard with Elaine today ^__^
Got our lashes,rings,belt and got myself a pair of wedges.

Elaine suggested taking puri, and I agreed with it, because I simply love puri !!!
I was sharing with Elaine about my past.

I also complained to her about me not very happy about her actions during the penang trip, because she have no eyes for me. She only have eyes for that eyecandy seh!!!!

Lol.

Anyway, here are the pictures today ^__^

I will be going to Amk to work tomorrow~
I have yet to calculate my allowance!!!
Ahh, gotta calculate now !!

Till I blog again~
maybe tomorrow?...

Oyasumi ^__^

P.s:

I read xiaxue entry regarding her and mike's love story.
It's damm sweet man.
Now looking back, i see myself with horrible story instead of those fairytales love story.
Oh well, i believed both parties put in effort to have come on to such a happy ending.
At least, i don't get so demoralised after so much of happening about my ~~love~~story.
Okay, i know i will meet someone one day.
Hahaha. I will be waiting for the day.
Jerks please leave me alone !!!!!!!
I want have my peace.

Deja Vu

2009-12-19T23:24:00.000+09:00

Googling about Deja Vu.

I had a deja vu during the penang trip.

shall update mre abt it later ;)

Clear.

2009-12-19T01:21:00.004+09:00

I feel so much better after I have deciding to eliminate him forever in my life.
( Could it be because after I had come back from the Penang trip?! ahhaha)
I always find it a pity that i can't continue being friends with ex.

something is lacking, i guess.

anyway, the reason for me deciding to stop thinking bout him, stop talking to him was because that i willl not move on and carry on if i continue ''having him'' in my life.

used to think it's great to have him in my life.
yes... that was in the past.
love is blind.
whatever bullshit he gave, i took it in.
i swallowed.
i even think for him, finding excuses for him.

yea. stupid of me.

You used to tell me to believe you.
I did.
But, what i got in return ?

My life will be much more better without you.
I'm certain about this point.

~~~~~~

hmm.
anyway, just to share I went for a fortunate telling.
and it was kinda accurate ~

esp on the part that i shouldn't get into for r/s, esp this yr and 2011( well, have yet to see if it's real).
and i will get hurt if i were to get into one, and i shouldn't be serious about the r.s, because it's a no-ending relationship.

indeed, this year i had lously-tao hua. Real shitty tao hua.

another spot on point was that he said that( i will make a good wife, because) i'm really soft hearted & willing to believe in the other, and may also always ended up getting cheated.

of cos there're other points which made me find it accurate, but i wont reveal too much, because it's too personal.

what i'm trying to say is that after so much of issues,
i decided not to pin on hopes on r.s now.
i'm not prepared for it too.
and i have no idea if i can handle any blow again.
at least i know i won't be able to handle it now.
focusing on my career/studies will be an ideal choice!!

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Picturessssss!!!
Spamming the pictures here :p
More @ my facebook!!

forgotten about some stuffs.
my sixth sense is sorta accurate at times.
this time round during the trip, i sensed about something and it did shock me when i realised it was not dream or what. it was something which really did happen.

and when i reached singapore, i received the msg from a friend.
what she told me sorta surprised me.
lol .

~~~

IA starts on next mon :)
hopefully everything be smoooooth !
hahahaha :)

Penang Trip

2009-12-18T17:58:00.002+09:00

Hello all my dear friends.
I'm back and to blog briefly about the Penang Trip.

My hair and my skin is so dry, because of the harsh temperature changes while in Penang.

Overnight-at-Hostel

Shared room with 2 girls from other bty class, and girlfriend(Elaine) in the school hostel.
It kinda sucks, because not everyone is considerate.
I only managed to sleep for 3 hours.

P.s: She's my friend. Don't get it wrong

Little India.
Weather: Very Hot
I have no idea why did they decided to bring us to Little India.
It's about the same as the one we had in Singapore. We should have gone to elsewhere for something more beneficial.

Fort Cornwallies
Weather: Very Hot
Snapped many pictures.
It reminds me of sentosa though.

Gurney Plaza

We went to this plaza for like 3 times.
Bad planning by the tour guide.
Tsk.

Had fish spa and H&S massage during Day 2 and Day3.
Damm shiok!!!

Queensbay Mall
I have no energy to shop in this mall, as I was very tired because I had only slept for 4 hours and maybe because of the

Had lunch with Ivan,Syf,Elley,girlfriend.
We settled at Pizza Hut.
I had 2 slices of pizza and I was full.
Lol.
Slacked around, and did not do a proper shopping

Night food stall
Had a great time there, actually I wasn't well, so I only tried kyawy teow and wanton mee.
The real fun was we went as a big group for fish spa.
Their fishes are huge! It's not like those small fishes we get to see commonly.
We were making lots of noise while doing the fish spa.
Ms Tan kept on pinching me because all the fishes are eating her dead skin cells happily.
Donald and Terry seems to be struggling with those fishes.

--->2nd trip for Fish Spa

Peranakan Mansion
Weather: Warm
This is one of the place Little Nonya crew came over for shooting.
It was really an eye-opener, and I was fascinated by the mansion.

Butterfly Farm
Weather: Very hot

I'm not a fan for bugs.
Salute to friends who dared to have them on your hands.

Lounge Bar in hotel
The music was crappy. I don't like it.
I wasn't well, so I did not have a drink.
Got a drink on last night with girlfriend and chatted with Donald and KiatWei.

I was talking about the 90% of bad guys in the world, and the remaining 10% of good guys, which seems to be extincting soon.

Donald was sorta drunk, but, you know...酒后吐真言
He shared things which really made me think that " wow, it's rare to see there's still a nice guy existing in this world." He also asked me not to go clubbing and sorta, and started to preach

Hahha! Why everyone who are drunk likes to preach?!!

--> call me Butterflu man!

OSCP Challenge

Girlfriend and I did make up for Kiatwei.
Other teammates actually stayed up to did the tee-shirt.

~~~~~~

Also went to some other plaza for shopping,companies for visit :)

I met various people in this trip, I guess what I gained the most was interacting with the people, and my shopping loots!

Hahaha(ﾟｰﾟ;

Hello. I'm back :)

2009-12-18T00:54:00.002+09:00

Tadaima!!!!!

I'm back from my Penang trip.

Some things happened. I would say it's something good and bad, because I get to see and ''learn''.

I'll blog more about it tmr after the session & some thoughts.

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My hottie acer is making noise again, I will have to keep on reminding myself to get a cooling pad >_<

cho omoshiroi~

2009-12-10T21:03:00.002+09:00

yoyoyo ~~~

i have been laughing real hard these days.

All thanks to Arashi's programmes.

I should have watched them during those days.

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Finished the 31 eps of Gong Xin Ji.
I'm biased la, i prefer Chen Hao and Charmine to be together though :p

New hobby!

2009-12-10T19:00:00.001+09:00

I will be going to Jb tomorrow, and will be away to Penang from 13 to 17th Dec.

I can't wait for my training @ nail spa to start and also gatherings with friends !!!!!!!
I want to learn new things !!! Like nail extension! I love them !!!
Also wish to enjoy gatherings with the friends.........
Friends are so important to me.
Can kick guys 1 side already.(・∀・)
HAHAHAAHHA

Since I will not be able to study Japanese in Ikoma, I will start studying using Human Japanese.
I heard that it's a pretty good software for beginner to pick up Japanese.

I love styling my long hair.
It's kinda fun !!! I kept my long hair today and made it kinda short, it's kinda nice imo (・ω・)/

I intend to rebond my hair~~~
Maybe next year, if possible, I hope I will be able to rebond by CNY.

Ok byebye friends... byebye singapore...
I will be back !!!

With 1 litre of lovesssssssssss( and maybe exceeded),

MINTY

Pui pui pui !!

2009-12-08T22:49:00.000+09:00

Google about this disgusting cannibal - Issei Sagawa , and probably you will understand how i felt....
反胃!!!

If you're lazy, you can check out Miyake's blog entry...

Take note of the password though, you need to enter the password.

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Have a war to fight tomorrow.
Shall do my best.
YESS!! Do my best (●´ω｀●)ゞ

Erm. I need a dose of arashi before I sleep.
I need them to forget that shock i received.

Hmm .

Oyasumi

Make Up

2009-12-08T19:53:00.001+09:00

Initially, the reason for me to be in the Beauty field was because of Make-up.

I love make up.
It was purely because I want to look nice and good.

To me, make up was like Art.

A kind of Art that I truly like and enjoy doing it.
My Art sucks, I guess Make up was an exception.

I want to be able to make up for others too, not only for myself.

This dream of mine seems hard to achieve.

I realised even if I am not in the Make up field,but I''m still in the beauty field, and, at least, I'm still doing something that I like... so it should be okay.

It should be okay.

Yes, it may seems to be okay, but deep in my heart, i felt that something was lacking....

I will still chase after my dreams.
Other dreams that seems realistic and practical.

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Eliza:
yeayea! it's him!
he damm shuai in real.
I swear.
hahahahah.
hahha, next time go out with you i wear that dressss :p

Nua day

2009-12-05T22:41:00.003+09:00

Salmon Fish!!
*yummmmmmmy*
My dinner for today,
XiaoBaiCai which was the leftover from lunch.
Tofu-boiled
Salmon-sliced, grilled, not fully raw nor cooked.

I slept the whole day... because I was too drained already.

yesterday went off to ah ye's bbq for her 18th birthday celebration.
totally k.o and slept through while in the car after the celebration.
lol.

her friend, ameila was really funny !!!
was really quite bored man.
luckily got to talk to hui yu & meiting & mt's boyfriend.
was so bored without shubi
ah ye busy entertain her frens, i was so lonely

jiawei the vip man.
everyone waited for him to come over.
lol.

i'm feeling okay already.
dont wanna think so much...
brood over stuffs which will affect me.
dont care already.

i hate the kanasai people.( ￣っ￣)
i know i will still meet such kanasai people as it goes on.
but i wouldnt let them affect me.

kansai people .
u are bunch of shitty people
who will never grow up
who are irritating forever
who are cheap and stupid forever.

Xmas coming~ Birthday coming~
Hopefully I can enjoy it with my friends

Attachment

Alot of people thinks that ITE students are bunch of troublemakers... who don;t know wat they want in life.
yes, not all ITE students are like that.
I dont care what the other thinks.
I am going to do my best for my IA.

Amanda got into the same salon as me.
Fated sioh!!
ahhahaha :p

Had so much things to settle man.
This month is a busy month !!!
Am going to discuss with mum about studying in Ikoma next year.

Minty Jia you !!!!

Pictures~

---> With Sandy chan and her ''er-xin'' partner(*＾ー＾)ノ
---> my darling friend
---> ah ye~ Happy 18th!
---> Dai Yang Tian~ He's so handsome in real...

Cropped out for Wenzi

1 dec

2009-12-01T19:18:00.004+09:00

I created a new song...
sing with the xmas medley...
u just have to change the lyrics

Let's Nua together

Nua Nua Nua NUa Nua Nua
Da Jia Yi Qi Nua...

Yi Qi Nua Yi Qi Nua Yi Qi Yi Qi Nua

:p

Happy birthday to my brother!!
I hope he can become mature...
and stop acting like a spoilt brat, and also learn to earn respect.
May he do well for next year o' level !!!

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Hello Hello

I went to Yamazaki after school !!!
The cakes look so delicious!!!
I bought the dori-something( which Doraemon loves) as breakfast

Just wanna talk about my Selling Skill paper today...

I have no idea how much I will score for this paper... but, if i can get an A for it...

Walao~ Damm shuang can !!!

I felt so tired after completing this paper lor, because it did killed my brain cells A=´、｀=)ゞ

Anyway....................

l'm going down to takashimaya for interview!!!
I hope i can get into the salon la !!

*prays hard*

i really wanna get in because the salary is damm good.
Enough for me to cover for my next year study in Ikoma !!!
Also, allow me to have extra money to go for shopping !!!! ﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ

Makan Makan

2009-11-30T22:09:00.003+09:00

Aneyong heysayo!
(insert hello in indonesian)
well.
It was an international meeting with the girls.
hahhaha!

I went out to have dinner with friends on Sunday.
It was my first time meeting them so I was quite reserved.(・_・;) and I guess my face was quite dao.

If really that's the case, my apologies m(u_u)m
I'm not those dao-type of person, I am actually very Re Qing one!
heheheh. so,i shall show u my Re qing de yi mian till we meet again ^_^

Singapore is really small~ (・ω・)/

Even so, if there's no fate between us,,,, no matter how close we stay near at, we wont even get a chance to meet.

Dont' you think so?(*^o^*)/~

I only have 3 pathetic pictures to post okay, because the rest of the pictures are not with me

The inside jokes was really funny!!!

<-- part of the food we ate

Check this out man~

I am going off to watch the Dang wo men tong zai yi qi !!!
Hopefully the plot is nice!!

Minty is looking forward on thurs meet out

errr.

2009-11-30T21:44:00.004+09:00

If there's not much updates here, it means that I have been blogging actively somewhere
hahahahha :p

Supposed to be mugging

2009-11-28T19:27:00.005+09:00

blogging somewhere elsee ;p
it was meant for me to practise japanese & for commenting purpose la~
hehehe

I'll be mugging in the late night.

I wanna score A for SLO !!! *chiong ah*

Have been singing this since yesterday.
Also kept singing the sentence'' Kimi no namae'' with Miko chan since the outing . lol
it's pretty addictive man :p

Anyway, I have finally packed all the stuffs between the both of us in the box which i bought last week.
I am officially keeping them already.

Maybe the next time i see the items inside the box... i won't feel anything anymore.
the pain, the sadness will just be erased.

There is no guarantee in love.

Input =/=Output

feel numb already.
sorta.

i'm pretty low-profile when it comes to such issues.
and i really meant it when i blogged about those entries.
you're the first person to make me so gep sim other than the others.
tsk=_______=''

anyway... life still goes on.
yea :)

it's the box in the midddle.

Happy 18th birthday!
i may not have celebrated my birthday in a wild manner this year.
maybe i should celebrate it in a wild manner next year!!
Happy 19!!
Im looking forward!! hahaha
the cards... the letters... i simply love them ...

some puri~~~~
spotted urself?!
i wanna take more.
I realised i have only took twice this year >_<

Wanna blog about the card i made for jun
but cannot la.
like that when she see the card itself, she will feel nothing lor.
like that no surprise right?!!
lol

Must control !!!!

Trip to Pulau Ubin

2009-11-28T00:29:00.003+09:00

I went to Pulau Ubin with Miko chan and an ikemen tomo today.
We went there to cycle!!!

It's my first time going to Pulau Ubin, so I was kinda looking forward for this trip since Tuesday.

People low profile, so i mosaic his face ^^''

I just love the sky!
Beautiful

The weather was good.
Everyone was sweating~

I feel so good sweating in such a relaxing manner~
Shall go again~~~

No doubt, it was also tiring , but it was fun overall!!!

Me and Miko chan!!!

For lunch,

My own bento ^__^

Consist of my fave tamago, fish, veggies!!
It may not look appealing, but it's healthy and tasty

Well, ikemen tomo had coconut and sweets,
and Miko chan had potato chips.

This was because.... the food sold there were expensive

While walking down from the ''hidden area'', Miko chan dropped her phone, and she even stepped on her own phone

The camera was faulty, but, luckily... her phone still can be used, and her Arashi's keychain did not break into half. Else, It will be another shock of her and my life !!!

I like this picture! it's damm funnny :p

At Miko chan's house

We had Peranakan curry for dinner!!

The black-looking-'thingy' was actually the curry!
It taste so different from the normal curry we eat.
You will probably go like..
"eh, curry?"
if you were eating it for the first time.

That's all about today :)

Oyasumi~

なべやき

2009-11-25T21:44:00.002+09:00

Mon- SLO
Tue- SES
Wed- DLT
Thur- BDM

Nothing is free in the world.
I'll just have to put in effort and start mugging.
Seriously, I think it's really tough to score A for SES.
I'll try.
If I can score all As for all 4 modules... let me see what I should buy to reward myself!!! ( laughs)

I can't wait for Friday.
I'm going to Pula Ubin...
My first time going there >_<

I'm going there with Miko chan and a friend to cycle!

I love cycling ;)

Happy Birthday to JUN!!!

これはなべやきです。

And an apple ;)

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Stay cheerful as always :D

Addicted to Kato Miliyah, Seamo , dohzi t !

2009-11-24T20:36:00.003+09:00

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Thanks Jun for the recommendation!

Ayaka & sukima switch's version

I look so shag in the photo ~~~
It must because of the ''extreme exercise'' i did last night :/

I went to get something at expo today for a friend :)

I'm not sure if I will be able to work for _____ company, but I do hope I can get in, because the salary is really good !!!

With that kind of salary, I will be able to save up for my studies !!!!!!!

Praying to lord.
Seeking for his guidance.

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It feels so refreshing after a work-out!
I am going to exercise later.

I don't really like to sweat under the sun.
I prefer sweating under the moonlight la.
hehhe ^^"

ありがとう！！！！

2009-11-22T22:24:00.005+09:00

It's good to move on.
It's good to let go of the past, and get back on track, pursing dreams.
It's good to learn from the mistakes that have been made.

Everyday can be a beautiful day★

Thank you.

Our friendship shall continue.
It shall never end.

Girls, I love you all.
Let's work hard towards our dreams together !!!!

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Probably more than 10 years?...

Definitely more than 10 years !!!!

That's you!
Dearie Ellery !

Saying a simple thank you may not be enough.
I hope you will understand how I felt in the letter.

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Each and everyone is important.
I love you girls

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Thank you.
miko,applejun,audrey,jocelyn,twinnie hui &xian ,becky,shuwen.

It was fate that brought each and single of us together.

I was there because I accompanied a friend.
I ended up meeting different people.
I ended up having new friends.
I did learn a lot from you people.
I did see a lot.

A lot of things.

Our frequency just match.
No problem with anyone.
Everyone is just so dearly to me.

Hmmm.
Never did I expect I will get involved in some stupid issues.
Never did I expect I will get to meet you people too.
It was warm knowing you girls.
I am touched by certain things some of you did.

Not posting the SUPAFARNI goal post pictures :P

and with the ''Yo yo yo" pose, well, Yuki was supposed to be in the picture too!
hahahahaha :p

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Great Memories.
My life is so beautiful with you guys

Time check : 3.56 am

2009-11-22T02:32:00.006+09:00

Recently, I read from Liting's blog, and I found it kinda true. At least she's honest and clean about it.

Liting's love for soccer.

Hmm, just sharing... for those who may be interested:)

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Event was fun!
Was very busy after the second batch students came.

went to meet a friend after event :)
wooooooooooo!
PICTURESSS!!

very cute boyboy!!

talkative justin :p he gave me a shock while i was putting lipstick for him!!

tools needed for the day!

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i love u girls (hugs)

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thank u for everything !!!

say *yay*
ah! with ....

say cheezzzzeeee!!! nice smile you got there, jun san!

^_^

great memories.
love you all.
ai ni men !!!
minna ga daisuki !!!!
shuwen is missing!
(xoxo)

with SHINya~

LIAR GAME!

2009-11-20T23:00:00.002+09:00

I'm now watching Liar game and enjoying my wine!
hahahaha.

I need to stock them up already. They are running low !!!!

After this week, i wont be online so often.
don't miss me okay.
AHAHAHHAHA
Actually, i am saying the reverse thing, please miss me!
:p
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Anyway was chatting with Teru & Miko the other day.
Totally made my day!
With the all the jokes we said.
hahahah!
actually they meant to be a topic.
but my japanese really sucks, and it became to be JOKES!

and and and!
Teru , don't worry so much, we will let you enjoy your stay in singapore
HAHAHAHAAHAHA.

i got a long way to go.

2009-11-20T22:12:00.007+09:00

j.k
i know you will not read the entries i wrote about u.
but that's okay.

i'm just saying out how i felt .

i will stop waiting for you.
you said you wanted to focus on your studies, i know that;s bullshit la.
on seeing your result and that crazy lifestyle of yours.
you got study or no study, gpa still the same. ... still dare tell me this kind of shit.

i'm not born yesterday.

we wont be friends,
upon seeing how you treat me.

yea.

thank u for being there when i was down.
thank you for teaching me so much.
thank u for leading me astray.

yeayea. so much so much.
too much that i can't list them all out.

for that 1 whole year.
i learnt alot.
i fall badly.
i learn to stand up myself.

we were once very good friends, very 'close' friend too.
and now it have to end in a way such that we cant even be friends.

i found it pity. but never mind... because i have already decided to move on.

i wont contact u anymore.
all the best for ur exam.

bye j.k

p.s: just wanna say you were once a hero in my life.

i have to move on.
move on to a better life.

thanks buddy, amanda, wenling,fulin,miko,jerry,bb,chaewon
thanks so much :)
u guys knowhow much i love u

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i was blogging the above entry, and darlings came and told me to read about some idiotic stuffs.
yea, i almost became one idiotic person too.

2008.2009.
a great year?
i learnt alot this 2 years...
esp this year .
i met crazy people.
which sorta make me go siao

and hello!
to the person who think the entries i have been writing is about ''your'' guy...
stop speculating can anot. how old are u already?
why are u still acting like some stupid idiot?
i am not stealing ''your boyfriend'' okay.

''Your Boyfriend'' is just a friend of mine.
Okay, so rest in peace.
and stop thinking so much that I will steal ''your boyfriend''

This is really crazy.
I am saying this for the last time.
Don't drag me into your fantasy.
I am not interested.

Joy in sharing.

2009-11-20T20:39:00.003+09:00

I'm rooting for you!
Amanda!!!

Take care of your health, stop fainting already.
I'm very worried for you okay!

hey buddy i am rooting for you too!
do your best for your exam & hopefully you managed to shake off your shy image la.
hhahaha.

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Really want to go for youth service tmr, but i have to go for event.
))))))))))):

Asking and asking.

2009-11-20T02:20:00.004+09:00

What's the point of me saying I don't want to ask and find out the answers.
I need the answers to clear my doubts.

I need them to forget.

Anyway, I'm like considering whether I should clear the doubts since it's like on & off thingy.

Why must girls think so much?
I have no idea >_<

*********

Thanks friends who cheered me up, encouraged me.
Thanks for the advices !!

I am saying ' Arigatou' from the bottom of my heart.

*hug*

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Exam starts 30nov.
IA starts 5th Jan.

Let me see....
i am actually looking forward for next year.

yea,

my birthday (yay!)
IA
Job/Higher Nitec
Supporter club
Natsu Matsuri
Learning Japanese
Getting a new phone
Getting a Camera
Doing my own bento
Losing Weight
Chilling with friends

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I like u as a friend.
I am happy to have u as a friend.
i admire u as a fren.
i respect u as a friend.

but, maybe you;re too self centered that you dont even know u may be losing your friends slowly.

i dont find it pity anymore to lose u as a friend when i realised that i dont deserve all these shit, and it;s time for me to let go of this friendship.

stop pointing finger at people and should start reflecting on yourself.

i dont need someone who is childish to be my friend.

Really stupid and childish of your actions.

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i think communication is very important.
so i make it an effort to communicate with all my lovely friends. Clearing the doubts, chatting non stop, seeking for help.

yea. i just love my friends.

Video Call!
hahaha. we shall do it again next time :)

Chaewon came my house today, helped her with some stuff :D
BB msn me just in time, and we went over to skype & have funnnn!

Enjoyed.

I'm tired.

2009-11-18T21:26:00.003+09:00

Feeling down now
sometimes, i just feel that i think too much.
we girls ... tend to think too much right?

i feel tired, it have reached the limit .
i should have give up long time ago, but, i did not.
my brain is telling to me give up, but my heart is not.

i have a weak heart.

i am learning to give up completely.
i am going to give up.

it's a regret .
it's a hurting decision for me.

i can delete everything except memories and feelings.
if only it can be erased.... deleted...
i will wish to try....

in the r/s that i have been in
i'm always the one ended up hurt and sad.
i take a longer time to have my wound healed.
i have decided to put a stop.
a stop in r/s.

i know the rules in love games,
but sometimes, i just can't help to stop myself from sinking too in.
flings or not...
im no longer interested in it too.

singlehood is still the best.

******

Had SLO test today, am pretty happy about my performance.
having another progress test tmr, hopefully i can score well for that paper too~~~

I'm looking forward for Saturday Event ~~~~

暧昧 ( dedicated for Ah mei !)

2009-11-18T01:49:00.001+09:00

曖昧讓人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進　何時該放棄
連擁抱都沒有勇氣

只能陪你到這裡
畢竟有些事不可以
超過了友情　還不到愛情
遠方就要下雨的風景

到底該不該哭泣
想太多是我還是你
我很不服氣　也開始懷疑
眼前的人　是不是同一個真實的你

曖昧讓人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進　何時該放棄
連擁抱都沒有勇氣

曖昧讓人變得貪心
直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你　寫不出結局
放遺憾的美麗　停在這裡

English Translation
Ambiguity makes people feel wronged
they can't find evidence of love
the right time to get closer, the right time to give up
Can't even bring up the courage to hug one another

I can only accompany you up to here
After all, there are some things that I cannot do
Surpassing friendship, not quite reaching love
It's about to rain in a faraway place

Should I cry?
Is it you or I who thinks too much?
I'm really not convinced and I start to suspect
Is the person in front of me really the same you?

Ambiguity makes people feel wronged
they can't find evidence of love
the right time to get closer, the right time to give up
Can't even bring up the courage to hug one another

Ambiguity makes people greedy
until waiting loses its meaning
I cannot bear the fact that we cannot write out an ending
Let the beauty of regret stop right here

the world is xrazy.

2009-11-17T21:37:00.007+09:00

i'm supposed to bath and do my revision.
but... i ended up skping with various lovely people.

exam starts next week, yet i'm still in the holiday mood.
i need to go hiatus after this week to study.
The last 2 units of SES have yet to registered into my brain ~,~

anyway, i have a change in plan.
i don't pin high hopes on scoring all As for all my modules, but at least I want to get A and B.
i predicted that ses will be the paper that will put my gpa down.
hopefully i can maintain my gpa @ 3.7, won't let it drop !!!

i don't even think of going to higher nitec anymore because of certain issues.

Minty needs more money, i need to earn them by myself.

自力更生

Today's pictures ^_^

i also wannna be model la~~~
immediate effect...
selling like hot cakes in japan and korea !!!!

it's the indiba radio frequency treatment!!!

huge box to store the machine!!

for my dearie ellery:
please don't ever think of revenging.
you may be angry, but what's the point ?!

it's like vicious cycle.
i know you;re so pissed, so ffed up by this ass hole.
cooool urself down.
curse him for all u want.
take a deep breathe

i suggest u go to police again.
this time round, if u need me, let me noe ,lets go together.
try to get more evidence too.
video, pictures.

even if we need to submit it to the hq, let's go together.

never deal with someone who's mentally ill, they are scary ...
i have met someone with mental disorder before, so i can tell u...
its better not to play around with them.

it will only land urself in trouble!!

i understand the emotional stress u are undergoing,
because i used to get stucked in this situation too!!!
this type of siao lang, we must avoid.
dont ever play with dem !

I will be there for u, just let me know if u need me.
call me. sms me. msn me.
whatever just contact me la !!!!

******

my new header picture :)
guess who's the lady in the picture...?!?!!

okay la, she's still one of my fave actress, toda erika ^^;;

added the caption,

learn from yesterday , live for today , hope for tomorrow .

There are many issues that made me realised that I have to treasure everyday.
I am thankful that I am still alive in the world, working hard towards my goals.

Youtube !

2009-11-17T10:54:00.002+09:00

被害忘想症.

2009-11-16T20:42:00.003+09:00

I was researching for certain mental disorders...

and I found this quiz , go take it if you're bored, or you really feel that you have some disorder that you don't even know !!

*****

Was sharing with Miko chan and Amanda about the answers i gotten.
I(we) really can't stopped laughing la, laughing at what?...
himitsu !!!

Miko chan and Liu sisters went to send the players off, wondered how was it...

Have a workshop to attend tomorrow.
Guess I will be seeing new stuffs? :D

09 match have ended.
We still can meet up to chill & have fun together :D

Hm.

2009-11-15T23:34:00.003+09:00

Thanks people.
Thanks Thanks Thanks.

*bows* *hugs* *kiss*

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Looking forward for Tue, prom night makeup for YR & Make up event on Sat.

WOOOOOOPS :D

Nonsense people.

2009-11-14T23:32:00.003+09:00

Have been entertaining such people for past few days.
Seriously, I am so sick and tired of talking to them already.
How I wish I can not see them anymore.

I think my 38 friend will know what I am talking about la.

I really don't know what's their problem.
Are they feeling insecure or something, I have no interest in their life at all, I don't care a single shit about them.

to a particular person:
Stop flaunting/telling me how great your life is or how bad your life is !!!

I have enough of your nonsense!!! Don't you get the hint that I am not interested whenever you talked to me?!!

***********

A guy lied to his ex saying that he can't meet her (to return the money), because his father had a heart attack. However, the ex managed to find the guy in LAN playing games.

Total bullshit.

How would you feel if your own child lied and cursed you having a heart attack?!!! LOL.

********

A friend is leaving tmr, i think im the only one among the clique not going to send him off.
lol.

i wish to go ... but it's too early for me la T_T I take 2 hours to prepare and 2 hours to reach airport... in total of 4 hours :O

Therefore, am going to church instead.

Enjoy yourself... to those who will be going to send him off....

Will be bringing a friend to shop for cosmetic and help her on her prom night!!!
It sounds totally so cooool :p

202020202)@00#

2009-11-14T15:59:00.005+09:00

I got some overdue pictures to post!
Maybe shall post together when i have received all the pictures ^^''

My body massage exam~
I don't know how much I will score, but it shouldn't be that bad la~~

Went off to Kbox yesterday to sing
It was a last-minute outing :p

Enjoyed ourselves !!
Shall post more pictures after i have gotten from WL :)

My B-N-friend

My killer-friend

My 38-friend

I'm excited for a friend, i hope everything will be well for her and her baby !!

Final year exam will commence on 30nov.
I will do my best and shall enjoy my holiday trip during Dec

I'm working out on a plan.
I wish to renovate my room~~ What I need will be MONEY !!
Money enough for me to "decorate" my room :p

Will also create a meal plan for myself...
will stick by it to obtain weight loss and money saving goal!
BENTO BENTO BENTO!!

#10101010110010

2009-11-12T22:14:00.003+09:00

okay.
i like this song.

because of you by kelly clarkson.

for some reasons, i just can't sing English song. I can't get the tempo and such la~ i do sound as if i am chanting the lyrics rather than singing!

Wasn't in the best mood today, was feeling slightly moody in the morning.
Friends know the reason, and they are always there...
There to crack me up!
hahahha!!

i'm sorry to you guys having to listen to me talking about the issue, yet feeling thankful for the advices or testimonies :)

however, i was quite pissed off today due to some reasons T_T
Ah. Don't wish to elaborate, it's not something to be happy about....

I was shocked too.
Shocked by the news Miko chan told me so randomly.

Went for the briefing today.
It seems that I will be enjoying this trip :p
hehehe.

The BDM practical exam.
I will do my best tomorrow.

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Learning from mistakes.

In my life, I have made many mistakes. I am still learning from my past mistakes.

In Nov 2008, I decided to change everything.

I was determined to change, and I did.

A better person.

Other than God, I think there's no one in the world who's perfect.

No one.

Therefore, I learn to forgive and probably forget.

Things which have been done, can't be undone, and I am aware of this point clearly.

Recently, I have made a mistake.

Minty swear that it was really a stupid mistake.

Never mind, I will not let this happen in the future.

This shall be the first and last time.

Nov 11

2009-11-11T23:29:00.002+09:00

Teachers told me something today.

To me... it was something to be happy about... and something to be worry about.

Went off to Science Centre today for the Body Wonders Exhibition. It was amazing!!!

They actually plasticized the body with some chemical and, of course what we get to see in the exhibition are actually real human body.

Those fetus, animals, organs of human( included the reproductive system!) ....

Too bad, it was against the rules to take pictures... so do go down n have a look if you;re interested :D

After the exhibition, went off to IMM :)
Spent quite a bomb today AHHHH ( heart pain)

Me and Janelle :)

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There will be a career fair tomorrow in school, I will go look for job!
Yea, part time job :D
The salary is pretty attractive *drool* *drool*

This week and next week schedule is pretty tight.
May have to skip this week service if cant make it >_<

I am thinking to make my own bento and bring it to school . It's for saving money because of many little little goals :p

had Dlt test today.
pretty confident.
if i can score full marks, will buy a present to dote on myself!
hahahaha
but, i think the chances not high, since i always make careless mistake =_=

night, world!

Pictures

2009-11-10T02:34:00.003+09:00

MORE PICSSSSSSS! woopps

Switched on .

2009-11-09T22:57:00.003+09:00

Pictures taken today ^_^

Lena Fuji !!

my cui-looking( tired-looking) face
lol!!

with this honey girl

my first time... 'kissing' her so closely <3>

This girlfriend of mine totally switched on my 'bitchy' mode today.

I figured out the reasons for me being so bitchy today.

some brainless people provoked me.
some brainless people tried to bully my friend.
some brainless people are so irritating.
some brainless people can be source of entertainment to us.

Amanda asked me if I were ever choose "her" as my girlfriend if i were a man.
i was shocked when she asked me about that, because she asked me suddenly!

i decided to be truthful that i will never ever pick someone like "her" to be my girlfriend,because she is scary in many ways and acting so rowdy. Lol.

Hello. GoodBye

2009-11-08T18:49:00.002+09:00

I was quite disappointed in yesterday's match.
hmm.
felt too wasted. ( all because of the black bear lor!!! - inside joke)
but match is either win or lose.

The Black bear was too hiong already. ( laughs)

rest of my pics still with Audrey and Becky :p
gotta wait for their pics!!

my first and last picture with this sincere person.

she drunk liao.

anyway, went off and had fun with friends after match till next morning.

thank you friends, it was warm knowing you all :)
thanks for the early xmas gift :)

the only part that pisses me off is when we met 1 stupid hentai and a weirdo.
they totally spoilt my mood man.
i was being rude to the weirdo, but i think i should be rude to the hentai instead.
because he is an ass hole.

pain in the ass.
grrrr.

MY MOMMY IS FUNNY.

2009-11-07T00:18:00.003+09:00

My mom kept on 'testing' me if i have a boyfriend.
she's really funny man!!!

Went out to meet dearie Ellery :D
I couldn't bear to see her so worried for certain issues, so decided to meet her today and accompany to get the things settled!!!

Gave Ellery the mushy letter & book.
hehehehe.

I am looking forward for tomorrow.

The last match.
I will probably feel quite sad?
Actually, not sad, but it's like 寂しい kind of feeling.

Fun night with friends...

Gotta do some packing since will not be going home after that :D

About Minty

2009-11-06T01:52:00.000+09:00

how is minty like...

i am like

- Exuberant and cheerful.
- Deep thinker.
- Good sense of humor.
- Understanding nature.
- Faithful towards family, friends and your love.
- Easy going.
- Attractive personality.
- Generous.
- Amiable.
- Ambitious.

that lor....

hhahahah~

长大.

2009-11-05T23:35:00.004+09:00

长大了，
不可以再任性。
虽然，有时候我会不想管这么多不关我事的事，可是。。。
我没有选择。

不是因为我容易摆布，而是。。。我只想顺着大家。

我得承受一些不想理会的事，但，却得理会这些的麻烦事。

复杂。责任。

人格。

When things get a little out of hands, I just have to pull myself back.

I ask myself...

Do I really have to act like this...?

I am acting older than my actual age.

Sometimes, I just want to act like my age..

Deep in my heart,
I am dying to do whatever i want...
but i know i can't.

I am still a learner...

learning from mistakes, picking myself up from the place i fall.

Many many many different issues.

Fun.

2009-11-04T01:28:00.005+09:00

Was touched by some friends today.
I am thankful too.

Really, thanks so much!
There's no need to mention any names, because I know if you are reading this, you should know who i am referring to :)

Also, thanks much to the photographers for the day :P

On a whole, i had fun today :)

Albirex did a good job today.
Score was 3-0.

Woooops!!

Good memories!

Actually wanna join in the fun on Sunday's event, but I think better not join in, if not i will become very sticky after the games :p

So i shall go down and support them instead !!!

No pictures, because it;s all with friends' camera :pp

Well, maybe I just post some from my collection 1st :P

Nice one!

Funny MC :)

helped to seek permission with the guys, helped to take pic for her.
Hmm.

hehehe:P

finally... it;s me

Last.

2009-11-03T11:49:00.002+09:00

I hope Albirex will win today.

By attending today's match, i suppose it will mark a end.

I cant foresee the future, but i guess the chances of me going to support the 2010 team is not high.

I came to support them just for the sake of accompany Miko chan.

Ended up, I got to know nice friends out there.

What's keeping me to continue supporting Albirex is because of friends.

That's power of friends.

Those who have to leave will leave, and for those who have to stay will stay.

It was warm knowing the friends.

Albirex do your best today and GOAL GOAL GOAL!!!

.

2009-11-02T23:05:00.003+09:00

Samsung Pixon.
I am going to get this phone!!!!

Had this debate with my mom.
she doesnt want to let me have this phone!
so i started to talk logic with her.
and ended up i won the debate.

i think its plain unfair why my bro can have new things, best things when he just make a fuss over something, furthermore, he's plain irritating and noisy and he don't produce good result like me!
so why can he have all the benefits?! answer is because he is a guy.
Plain unfair. BIAS.

and me. being the nice girl at home, i just swallowed everything, and do whatever i am asked to do. i have my limit too.

i dont wish to be mean, but then i think i deserve the right to demand what actually belongs to me.

Not only getting a new phone.
I am going to cut bangs!
Okay, I am joking only la ~~~~~~

Seriously, I wanna cut bangs !!!!
I have a 'dream-hairstyle' in mind.
but i cant have it done because of my school rules.
to be exact, its the class rules or probably our beauty therapy rules la.
like hello... u actually get to see so many funky hairstyle, patterns in ite.
i don;t even think my 'dream-hairstyle' will pose a problem.

sometimes, i just feel like ignoring the rules and just do whatever i want.
but i know i can;t.

):
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my lord,
i think it's the time now that i should make a decision.

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A clean cut.

When so many "little" little things pile up together...
it become something big.

It becomes a problem.

I am facing a problem now.

it gotta be Minty Vs Problem Very Big

A fling mate of mine.
I want to end it completely.
I believe I can, but it takes time.

Miko chan, thanks so much :)
I really appreciate that.
Like what you said, things can be hard to handle, hard to cope, hard to accept but it is so beautiful if you stop to realize the lessons you learnt throughout this whole experience.

Yeayea. i practically copy and paste our conversation.
hahahha.
i remember your words.
and thank you so much ( hugs)

I thought I can

2009-11-01T02:01:00.003+09:00

I'm fickle minded.
I thought I can .
I told myself I can.

But... it all ended up to be a lie.
A lie that I used to hide my feelings.

What's keeping me to stay?
I said I didn't mind at all initially.
I said I will be able to let go of it.

I said that.
I did say that.

But, I'm still standing at the same right position.
I have not move on.

I told myself that I have to learn to move on.
Let go of everything which used to belong to me.

It's not worth keeping something which have already changed or may have changed.
What I can do is to move on and forget.

I don't want to think about it anymore.
I don't want to care about it anymore.
I don't want to change anything.

Thinking of what he's thinking deep in his heart is really so vexing.

I am sad, feeling calm .
I can't laugh. I don't feel like talking. I feel like keeping my brain shut for like a long time.

A friend of mine said this to me ''辛いね'' , which I totally agree.
This friend of mine helped me in someway, and I am thankful that he's there, because he did somehow cheered me up ( or did he make me feel even more upset!?). He's funny man, asked me to forget, and go find another person.

If only feeling will fade away the next minute, then I will consider his suggestion!

Sometimes, I think I am a fool.
A fool being trapped somewhere.
A fool who is lost.
A fool who wants to forget about everything, but can't.

If i were given a choice...
I think I will still choose to be a fool.
A fool who is willing to take up the challenge again.

Why?

Because Love is blind.

I ask God,
why did he decide to let us meet and then we had to ended up to be in such a situation.
A situation which confuse me?
A situation which brings sadness & happiness .

God planned everything,
so what's the purpose of this guy appearing in my life?
God, tell me.
I need an answer.
I need your guidance.

I know I will know the answer one day,but, definitely not now.

May God Bless.

Shaggggggggggg.

2009-11-01T01:22:00.002+09:00

My most- shag moments in 2009!
So why am I so shag?

Cos I sleep at such a late time almost everyday.
I have no more beauty sleep.
I worry about things that I should not worry about.
Being angry with Elaine ( for just a while only la~)
I study too much ( for this semester can consider hai-hao only leh)

Lol.

End of my crap.

I went to youth service today.
Michelle shared her testimony with me.
We talked about certain issues .
Had dinner with her as well as other church mates ;)
I had this salmon teppanyaki, and i think the fish not very fresh, cos my stomach starts to act weirdly after i finished eating.

I don't have the bible with me now.
but i'll just speak out my thoughts with regards today's service.

we speak from our heart & the tongue must be tamed.
i will have to control myself not to use foul words.
even words like f(ish) is not good at all.

let everything i say be something nice & it will also act as encouragement to the others.
no matter how i disagree, i shouldn't say any unkind words, because its's hurting.
even if the other party did that to me, i should learn to forgive the person.

i know it's plain stupid if the other party is someone older than you by so much, and happens to be acting so unkind,but, i will learn to forgive.

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it's sis birthday today.
she;'s no longer 22.
she;s 23 now !

my da jie.
but she's not acting like what a da jie should be.
hahaha.
she's more like my mei mei and me... the one who's always acting as a da jie all along.

da jie, happy birthday.

there's so much i wanna say to you.
but i can;t
because of some constraints.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,

it happens so quickly that i didnt even realised that she;s already so big.
we used to play ma-sa together.
we used to act like ali-baba together.
we used to fight with each other.

ok da jie.
i love u.
happy birthday and stay young forever!!!!

sing with me .

2009-10-31T02:11:00.003+09:00

I went to Ehub today with my girlfriends for a singing session
I was so tired and restless after singing like over 10 songs, totally spaced out for quite sometimes =x ( My top songs were Lian Ren Wei Man & Jia Zhuang & probably some other songs which i have forgotten to add in)

I sang Endless story and Jewerly day !!

I still think I sound funny singing Japanese song.
I shall go master some japanese songs as to sing them in cashstudio next time!!

While having dinner, I was like somehow drunk. I can't think properly, and even almost went to the Gents!!!

Had a heart-to-heart chat with girlfriends.
Our topic was mainly about BG-relationship.
Professional & unprofessional advices.
Hahaha.
Love it to bits.

I really appreciate those advices.
because i know it somehow pushed me forward & be more daring.
hahaha. but i don't think i will be that daring unless i am drunk (laughs)
& also.
it did helps me to realise something a little more :)

My girlfriends spotted so many habits of mine.
like, me being so "touchy" & "not touchy" .
they said i'm more 'touchy' now.
i realised it's because cos i treat them as my friend.
hahaha! and because i am comfortable with them :D

me having tendency to say ' deng yi deng' ( wait for awhile)....
bla bla.
what else? i forgotten already.
I think I am getting more blur!
Is it because of Elaine?
HAHAHAHHA.

&& stop calling me MIMI !!!
I know Mi mi is a cute nick, but i still prefer my own name !!!!

Call me Min2 or MINTY!

I'm so shag this few days, cos I totally skipped my beauty sleep. I will have to kick off this bad habit >,< . I'll try !! (laughs)

I will try out the eyemask soon!
Can't stand my dark eye rings )x

I am looking forward for the youth service tomorrow :))
I need to pray more.

I'm heading to bed already.
Good night.

hohoho.

2009-10-30T00:22:00.002+09:00

This is what happened when my friends get too bored! (laughs)

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I feel that I am not working hard enough.

.

Gotta enjoy myself tomorrow with my girlfriends :)
We shall sing and have loads of fun !!!

Woooooops!

wishlist

2009-10-29T01:01:00.003+09:00

here's my wishlist .
hopefully can save up money & get them done.

- lg phone
-consultation.
-another 2 pair of shoes.
-rebonding of hair.
-camera ( not getting if going to get lg phone)
-perfume

am still considering whether i should get 1st hand or 2nd hand handphone.
my phone is pretty new now. but i prefer a phone with front camera, and it will be best if it's a touch screen phone.

I have to save up lots of money for the malaysia trip!
what can i buy in malaysia?
hmnn,,,

Happy day ★

2009-10-28T22:48:00.011+09:00

今日の写真

可愛いでしょ？

頑張ります！！！！
日本語は難しいじゃないと思います。
でも、私の日本語はまだ下手です。（笑）
私は日本語の勉強を楽しんでいます！

It may seems short(perhaps, with some errors), but it took me quite a while to type it out with my limited Japanese, help of babel and Miko chan's help!

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Like what the malay girlfriends of mine said, many may think that i have become more daring.
In fact, i'm not that daring lah. It just that I don't bother anymore.
I don't wanna get disturb & affected by what people say or what they think of me.

Afterall, they are not my friends, so why should i care?

I love those bunch of malay girlfriends :D

Most importantly is that I have my loving friends with me, and that's enough.

I was being teased by my clique today... regarding my name !
I was sharing with them that often when I introduce myself... people will mistaken that I am called Mi Mi.

Ahem .

Went off to Tampiness 1 & Tm with my clique to get my handphone charms :)
Gotten a bear bear & fluffy charm

Received good news from the teachers today!!
Which have made me a happy girl now ! ! !

yay~~

2009-10-28T01:31:00.004+09:00

I passed the interview today ^____^
I will be going to Penang with my friend, Elaine!!!

That's like super cool, because it will be my first time going oversea with a friend :p

Accompanied Elaine to Bugis after school today :)

Went off to meet Miko chan after that, and we headed to stadium together !!!!

We chatted about Mr smoker and also about the textbook she brought along.
I was interested in her Social Behaviour textbook!! I kept on reading and reading :p

More pics with Jun's friend! Will have to wait for her pics ;p

I look so tired in the pictures :O

Will be learning Arm massage tomorrow!
I wanna be model and sleeeeep leh >__<
9am classssss !!!!

BOOOOMZ

2009-10-27T00:22:00.005+09:00

Amanda did this with the leftover!
Pretty nice right :)
Totally love it.

I influenced them to sing today :)
Sorry dears, I can't help it.
I just have to release my love feeling.
HAHAHAHAHA.
So sing with me together ! xoxo !

Age is not a matter.
Just follow your heart( of course, with some thinking).
Whether to marry a not, it your choice.
It's a choice for life.

hope amanda's wallet is in the lab.

am going to have a heart-to-heart chat with my boss tmr .
ok just joking, she;s going to interview me regarding the trip.
i hope meiting and i will go together la.
so we will have fun together .
hahahahaha :)

god blesssss !

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I admit that I am slow!!!
I just don't get it what;s up with the people talking to me using words like BOOOMZ... SHINGZ... and etc...

Until I watched that video !!!

Minty is angry and disturbed and upset !!!!!!!

2009-10-26T23:33:00.003+09:00

I seldom get angry.
However, this time round... I am really angry!!!!
Reason for me being angry is because it's not the first time !!!!

I ask myself why should I put up with all your nonsense?
I'm being too nice already.

I'm old enough to think for myself.

I have my own life.
I have my own friends.
I have my own love ones.
I have my own family.

Don't you have your own life too?
Or you're simply just lifeless?

Maybe you are.

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Okay I will learn to forgive and forget.
It's not worth getting angry over someone like you.

I just hate that my life is being disturbed by you.

I cannot let this happen anymore!!!!

3 letters.

2009-10-25T23:39:00.004+09:00

People who are closer with me should know that I love letters :p
I love writing letters and love receiving letters!!!

Wrote 3 letters today for 3 respective friends ;)
I wouldn't name them out. Hahha :p

hopefully they will be touched by my mushy letter!!!
Okay la, actually not very mushy, they are just words from the bottom of my heart.

went to vfc today with sihui.
guess who i saw?!?!??!!
my old- classmate.
michelle ho! I still rmb her full name btw,
but im not going to type it out la.
she happened to be in same net grp with sihui too.
hahaha.
having friends in the same church is really smth different for me.
i will feel more comfortable with their presence.
anyway, will be joining their net grp & youth service on the coming week.
shall see how it goes.

I prayed.
asking for more guidance.
i'm sorta lost.

i'm like a lost meh meh.
indeed i;m a meh meh.
born in the year of sheep.

Lost meh meh wants to take puri with my love ones , play more mahjong, have more ktv sessions and girls night at wen's house!

戀人未滿

2009-10-25T17:16:00.003+09:00

重新爱上这首歌- 戀人未滿

为什么只和你能聊一整夜为什么才道别就又想再见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我比别人多一些却又不说是多哪一些

友达以上恋人未满甜蜜心烦愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样我迫不及待想知道答案

再靠近一点点就让你牵手再勇敢一点点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多再下去只好只做朋友
再向前一点点我就会点头再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久只要你说出口你就能拥有我

为什么你寂寞只想要我陪为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉为什么不敢面对

我不相信都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你

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Wanna sing ~~
still considering cashstudio or kbox.
hmmmmmmmm.

puri ;D

2009-10-25T00:54:00.003+09:00

I went to ICA building today to do my passport. I went there nicely dolled up specially for the photo-taking.

Since I'm all dolled up nicely, might as well hang out with friends right, therefore, I contacted few girlfriends, ended up only By was available!! ( laughs)

Therefore, I met up with By after my lunch at Causeway Point :)

We went Bishan then to Bugis ~

we went Bugis for a purpose....

PURI

Not very nice hor... >_>
we being cheapskate, have chosen the cheaper machine, ended up regretting.(laughs)

I prefer to go cineleisure for puri, more varieties
hehhehe

Am going to take more puri with friends~~~~~~

Why ah ?

2009-10-23T22:24:00.005+09:00

Seriously, I have been missing out those exciting matches >_<

I can't watch the match now T_T
I'm missing out all those exciting scenes >_<

Heard from YH that it was a draw, with a score of 2-2 .

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*screams*
I like body massage, but i have to endure the itchiness throughout the session. >_<''
I felt myself in hell earlier when my therapist was massaging me.
I told her to end it fast, because it was too itchy for me!!!

Attended the personal grooming workshop today. It was fun :)

Though it was kinda boring in the beginning.

Cute waterbottle. Belonged to YK.

Heard some juicy news from Yenkee.( laughs)

I will be heading to ICA building tomorrow to renew my passport :/

& I will have to wake up very early

like 6 am , because i will take approx 1.5hours for preparation, then by time i reach the ICA building, it will be like 9am :/

I was touched.

2009-10-22T23:17:00.005+09:00

Another entry to update about my life :)

I have phlegm being stucked in my throat.
I have no idea how people spit out those phlegm.
I will probably be going back for more medication.
I shall see how.

I wanted to skip Ses today, but I did not.
Revising and revising.
I know my work, but I'm just probably kiasu?
That's why I went for class.

Only 4 students( including me) attended the Ses today.
How pathetic.

I am becoming to be lazy.
That sucks.
I'm fighting against the devil in me.

Will be meeting dearie sihui on sun for church service :)
Am looking forward for it !!

Shown some of them my passport picture, and i expected them asking me why am i so fair now, yet so tanned in the past.(laughs) They did ask me.
I have no idea, but i did went for swimming during that period of time.

I'm still considering whether I should go for swimming lessons, which is in noon time.
I want to swim to lose weight, yet, I am afraid to get tanned.

The million pool without million students.
Hahaha.
Provide me million of sunblock, i will confirm jump into the pool.

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I'm touched by what you told me.
I thought I was being to naggy.
I thought you can't stand me being naggy at you.
I was really touched when you said that you appreciate what I did, and
when I gave you chances.

I can don't bother about you, and let you die on your own.

I think that the reason why I was being naggy and helped you all along was because-
you're part of the team. You're part of us.

I'm glad you did help yourself, otherwise, no matter how I help you...
You will still die.

All of you have contributed in some ways.
I'm really thankful for that.
We're in a team.
We did it.
No matter how much we are going to score,
I'm still happy and proud of you girls :)

I realised that leading a team is not easy.
Communication is very important !!!

With an open mind, I can accomplish much more things.
I will be happier too.

So why not?

No one is perfect in the world.
If I only look at your flaws, I will never get to see the good side of yours.

Love makes you vulnerable.

2009-10-22T22:45:00.002+09:00

Indeed.
I feel myself like a weakling.
Seriously, I hate it.

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One of my girlfriend met a suckest man in the world recently.
I should not label him as a man. He is a boy.

Personally, I don't know this boy at all.
Therefore, I can't comment much.

However, I feel that I just needed to voice out how my feelings after I get to know how this boy hurt my girlfriend.

I'm being lazy here.
I guess I will just quote the happening here.

I shall not elaborate much what happen in school. Anyway, I headed over to NUH to pay a visit to Vincent ( My current ex which I just broke up with him 2 days ago ), yes because he still owed me money and since he is not going to Australia for his Army Training, I thought I could get the money from him. Who knows ....

The moment I reached there, he asked me to buy this & that, he gave me a $10 note asked me to go down to 7-11 to get the food he want, I went down and at the same time, get a bun to fill my stomach. ( Thats what I had for dinner only ) All the stuffs were paid by me though he gave me $10. Went back to his ward, he started giving me attitude problem like telling me the food I bought for him were not nice, so I asked him not to eat it, he said something like, " If I don't eat, then my money gone " So I gave him back his $10, told him that the food were all paid by me. Yes, he is still giving me such fuck up attitude.

After which, I was feeling unwell ( Blur vision when I stand up, chest pains, breathless ), I called up my close guy-friends asking if they could send me home. He happily thought that I was chatting with some guys so he messaged me " If you want to chat with guys, jolly well go somewhere else or when you reached home then talk ". I told him I was feeling unwell but I guess he don't even give a shit about it. After which, I really fainted.

Not going to mention what happened after my girlfriend woke up in A&E, but I can say is that the boy was pretty much acting like a bastard.

I cannot imagine how can a guy treat a girl in such a mean manner.
Sorry, I mean... I cannot understand !!!

When both are still in the honey-period.
Everything was sweet. Simply sweet.

Once it turned sour.
It became scary at the same time.

Didn't you loved her once?
Didn't you promise you will take care of her.
Feelings faded, and you just shown your trueself.
You did show how scary you are.

if only it ended peacefully, that will be sweet too.
A sweet ending.

10 years later....

2009-10-22T00:44:00.002+09:00

what kind of life will i be leading?
will my current friends stay with me till then?
am i married by then?
have i met the right guy by then?
will i be able to speak japanese fluently by then?
how many wrinkles will i get to gain?
how much money will i be earning?
will i change alot? - in terms of personality
will i change alot? - in terms of appearance
will i still be in the beauty industry?
what kind of people will i get to meet?

i will be 28 years old by then.

the age whereby i plan to have marry by then.
the age whereby i have traveled to all the countries that i like the most.
the age whereby i have fulfilled most of my own dreams. ..............................................

:(

2009-10-21T20:32:00.004+09:00

Pics taken by chaewon during the friendly match~~~

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I am applying for the Penang trip !!!
Well, I have no fate with boxhill trip ):

Teacher said it have been canceled this year due to the H1n1.

Disappointment!!!! Yesss! I am really disappointed !

I put in my heart and soul praying hard for this trip man!!!!

( life is like that .... nothing will go according to what you hope, plan,wish.)

Whatever it is, I am changing target to this relaxing trip( I hope) ....

And, I need to renew my passport.

Ah.

My Body Massage practical exam starts on 2nd week of nov.

Not forgetting the makeup event. I'm actually looking forward for this event, because i know it is simply fun and of cos tiring ;)

It will be a whole day thing, from 1pm - 7pm. Woops !

Everything seems to be in a rush now.

Yes, i mean it.
Everything !!!!!!!!

Miko chan rocks!!!

2009-10-20T21:40:00.004+09:00

Thanks to Ting's recommendation!!! ( Hugs)
Now I'm in love with this song - One love by ....

.

..

....

......

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not Arashi!!! But 童子-T !!!!

この世界でたった一人だけ
出会って俺が俺らしく
変われって嬉しくて
かけがえない　one love
あの頃の後悔も
泣きすぎて腫れた目も
今二人振り返る
かけがえない　one love

互いにすぐにひかれあった
３度目会ったのがきっかけだった
会うたびお前は知りたがった
俺の声と言葉を聞きたがった
人から見りゃ少年みたいな夢
真っすぐでいれば　きっと叶うって
言ってくれりゃ世界がこの手入るって思えた
永遠映すお前を愛す
ずっといつもそばで
笑って泣いてその手を振って
上げて答えてくれて
何気ない一言で励ましてくれて
最近　言ってなかったな
ありがとうな　よろしくな　明日もな
迷ってばかりだけどついて来てくれ
その手は離さないでくれ

この世界でたった一人だけ
出会って俺が俺らしく
変われって嬉しくて
かけがえない　one love
あの頃の後悔も
泣きすぎて腫れた目も
今二人振り返る
かけがえない　one love

気がつけばもう五年か
自分の事ばかりでごめんな
一体何回謝ったかな？
失敗挽回出來たかな？
お前のおかげで勝った　女神が笑った
でも最近は何か変わった
ってお前は怒ったような悲しそうな
感じで言うけどあの頃のような
蜃気楼追いかけ　ガムシャラってわけにゃいかない
だけど　どこにもいかない
不安ならば何でも言って欲しい
不安ならば何でも聞いて欲しい
他に欲しい物何もない
遠くでもさばでも笑っていて欲しい
それだけでまだ行ける気がする
抱きしめてくれ　今すぐ

この世界でたった一人だけ
出会って俺が俺らしく
変われって嬉しくて
かけがえない　one love
あの頃の後悔も
泣きすぎて腫れた目も
今二人振り返る
かけがえない　one love

SWEET LOVE 出会えてよかった
ONE LOVE そうそばにある
例え道に迷ったとしても
例え何か変わったとしても
気持ちだけは繋（つな）いでいて
変わらないでいて

この世界でたった一人だけ
出会って俺が俺らしく
変われって嬉しくて
かけがえない　one love
あの頃の後悔も
泣きすぎて腫れた目も
今二人振り返る
かけがえない　one love

Okay, this super long lyrics is from this site

I'm going to make this as my ringtone !!

Personally, I like the rap !! But it's so hard to rap man!!!
I gave up!

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Met 'fated-guy' again today!!!
I was shocked to see him because I only realized it was him when I saw his tee.
No wonder i find it weird why the guy standing beside me in the 969 q kept on looking at me.

Saw Shubi in the Q as well !!!
We chatted in bus and then headed to Khatib's Mac to chat ^__^
Been such a long time i see this dear friend of mine!!!!

It's so good to have a heart-to-heart chat with your friends :)

Please come and provoke me.

2009-10-19T21:53:00.004+09:00

Had depilatory practical test today.
Totally enjoyed it when I was the model, because I just like hair removal, actually it's because i don't have to spend a single cent and can at the same time, all those unwanted excessive hair will be removed. (laughs)

To me, it's not something very pain or torturing. I guess I'm the only one who enjoy hair removal!!!

I went to church yesterday with sister!!!
I totally enjoyed myself because I get to learn something at the end of the service.
Well, i guess I should say I'm enlightened instead.

Heard many bad comments regarding Chc, and advices like ' better don't go to chc' and such....
I have no idea how ''bad'' it is, I will find out myself by going to their service in one of the days.

Times flies so quickly...
It's already like OCTOBER now !!!

9 months back, i was still leading a very normal life, having no goals, asking myself what do i really want in life.

I'm still grateful to the teacher who gave me the chance to enter the course, even though I don't really know her much. I do appreciate it.

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When people purposely want to provoke me... I just keep quiet, because it's not worth of my energy to confront or to argue with the person.

This type of people are normally too dumb to think right >,<" Before they start pointing finger at people, shouldn't they reflect on their own before making unnecessary comment ???? I am not angry or upset, I just find it funny when people always try to provoke me randomly ~,~ Do I have a "Please come and provoke Minty'' label on my face?

Why do people want to provoke me for nothing?! It's so randomly weird and disturbing T_T
Please don't test my patience!!! I don't like to quarrel or fight with people, unless... you're asking for it. (laughs)

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Saw Tampiness stadium's banner today, they're having match against Albirex on next tue !!!
*yay* I can go down and support Albirex after school ~~~
Though, my school ends pretty early on tuesday~

Feeling pretty wasted because i'm unable to support them on the coming Friday match as I have the personal grooming course to attend ):

Have to watch live telecast instead, which will be kinda less- high.

I am still sick
Sickness please go away !!!

Troubled.

2009-10-16T23:04:00.003+09:00

My super heavy eye makeup!!!
Been a long time since i draw such heavy eye makeup!
Drew this today after I went to see doc :P

So with heavier eye make up, how old do i look? (laughs)

I will be going to church with sis on sun!! ( like finally)

Bought BB cream, seriously I like the BB cream alot!!!
It does not clog pore, easy application, 70% water content.

I just love it!!!

TOFU!
Brought it to school!!!
Seriously, I love tofu because of the taste,texture,low-calorie.
hahahaha,
other than tamago, the food that i love most is TOFU :)

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有的时候，真想把自己灌醉。。。
这样一来，我就不用去烦恼不该烦恼的事情。

不想被别人影响，可是，我老是被影响。
真的很羡慕那些BO－CHUP别人的朋友 :p
我的天啊！！！！！！
告诉我该怎么办呢？？？？

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updated:
just finished calculating the shipping fees for the spree.
it took me quite some time to do the sums !!!!
dont think will want to open spree again !!! Lol

I avoided!

2009-10-14T22:29:00.003+09:00

i was almost kissed by janelle yesterday!!
I was horrified!!
Luckily, I got my textbook with me.
She kissed my textbook instead.

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Teacher spoke to us regarding the IA and the field trip to Penang.
I'm kinda ambitious. Girlfriends should know that I'm saving for the other trip :p
I'm looking forward for the IA, yet, afraid, because I will be ''thrown'' into a different environment.

Accompanied Amanda to check out Uniqlo after school today.
Passed by Charles and Keith and realised that they are having relocation sale!!!
Was tempted to get a bag, but I stopped myself as it exceeded my budget!!
Bought a bag at the pushcart instead :)

i want.

2009-10-11T17:23:00.002+09:00

i put in my 100% effort to acheive what i want.
when i don't see results, i reflect on myself.

for the past months, i have been working diligently not to put up a show, rather, it was a competition between me,myself and i.

school starts tmr .
i want to receive good news.
i really pray so hard that i'm actually typing these out in my blog now.
i want it.

please give me a chance!!!

Monday blues~

2009-10-11T02:02:00.003+09:00

Ah! Time to return back as a student!!!

Had dinner with friends today.
Went on to find Jaewon at Admiralty for a while, then we walked home together.
Had a sudden urge to buy breezer to drink Well, but I didn't.

After parted with Jaewon, went off to Birthday Boy, WQ's house to congratulate him, as well as to find Jos. Chatted with Jos for almost 1 hour, and then the couple sent me home, as I was kinda freaked out by the *scary-issue*.

I had fun today, because I get to see all my dear friends

P.s: I was touched that when Jos remembered how we met during pri school. Sweet of her! Hahaha!!

Finally found this!

2009-10-10T11:55:00.002+09:00

I remember posting this somewhere in my old blog. I was looking for it previously, but couldn't find it.

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RULES:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the four that best apply to you. ( of cos, i ignored this point :p)
4. Put all twelve months under a journal cut.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. ~~Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses.~~ ~~Likes to criticize~~. Hardworking and ~~productive.~~ Smart, ~~neat and organized.~~ Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. ~~Resistant to illnesses~~ but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. ~~Very stubborn~~ and money cautious.

*****

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recoverseasily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance.Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair.Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Unkind.

2009-10-10T02:11:00.002+09:00

It just a match.
Why can't they just watch the match in peace???

Hurling abusive words at the players won't change anything at all.
Making personal attacks at the players won't change anything at all.

Why must the supporters from opponent team be so unkind to the players?

I don't understand!!!

If they can't respect people, how can they gain respect from the others???!!!

The kids learnt whatever the adults did, and they did the same thing !!!
Hurling those abusive words at the players >,<

They did nothing wrong at all.

I just hate sore loser.

I need a cup of beer now.

2009-10-09T01:40:00.003+09:00

I'm trying to get this over by myself.
I will。

Warning !!

2009-10-08T12:53:00.002+09:00

Jaewon shared an article with me.

She warned me not to see this article during night time. After I have seen the article, I think no matter what time I see it... it's still scary.

So... girls who fancy a double eye lid surgery... I shall present you this article !!!

It's quite gross, so please don't be shock !!!

Here you go : Eyelid Surgery.

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I feel like watching Surrogates !!!!

Tired.

2009-10-07T22:34:00.006+09:00

okay, this was the fateful night whereby i encountered something spooky after i parted with wen. Though, it's not the first time, but who will like to have such encounters >,<

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During this few weeks, I experienced happiness and sadness.

I was tired. Nevertheless, I managed to get over the matter.

I'm back to my own self now. Hehehe :P

Anyway, I want longer holiday, just for this time.

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I was asking myself whether I should continue Higher Nitec in Beauty Therapy or start working in a reputable salon.

I found the answer :)

I guess nothing beats being a student.

I'm working hard to achieve my goal, because I don't want to disappoint myself!!!!

Yay ~~~~~

2009-10-06T22:54:00.001+09:00

I felt so much better now.
Thank you.

You know who u are ^_^

Not the first time.

2009-10-01T10:06:00.003+09:00

Save the explanation.

I just give up.

Where's my soul?

2009-09-29T00:45:00.004+09:00

[*singing arashi - you are my soul soul ...]

I guess i have no mood to go back to school and study like mad.
I can even forget about the rehearsal for the roleplay
No one tell me until Jini asked me about it in msn,

Sigh!!!!

Need to do some work tmr !!!

Next week will be a busy week for me~~~

AH

update////
i got 2-day events, seminar,extra lesson,roleplay to act out, roleplay script,compilation of slo.
oh no !!! i will be busy.... very busy...........

but. i will still squeeze out one day to go for the night cycling with evelyn!!!