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日曜日, 11月 22, 2009 @ 22:24
ありがとう!!!!




It's good to move on.
It's good to let go of the past, and get back on track, pursing dreams.
It's good to learn from the mistakes that have been made.

Everyday can be a beautiful day★



Thank you.

Our friendship shall continue.
It shall never end.
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Girls, I love you all.
Let's work hard towards our dreams together !!!! Photobucket

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Probably more than 10 years?...

Definitely more than 10 years !!!!




That's you!
Dearie Ellery !
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Saying a simple thank you may not be enough.
I hope you will understand how I felt in the letter. Photobucket

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Each and everyone is important.
I love you girls PhotobucketPhotobucket




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Thank you.
miko,applejun,audrey,jocelyn,twinnie hui &xian ,becky,shuwen.

It was fate that brought each and single of us together.

I was there because I accompanied a friend.
I ended up meeting different people.
I ended up having new friends.
I did learn a lot from you people.
I did see a lot.

A lot of things.

Our frequency just match.
No problem with anyone.
Everyone is just so dearly to me.


Hmmm.
Never did I expect I will get involved in some stupid issues. Photobucket
Never did I expect I will get to meet you people too.
It was warm knowing you girls.
I am touched by certain things some of you did.


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Not posting the SUPAFARNI goal post pictures :P


and with the ''Yo yo yo" pose, well, Yuki was supposed to be in the picture too!
hahahahaha :p















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Great Memories.
My life is so beautiful with you guysPhotobucket


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@ 2:32
Time check : 3.56 am

Recently, I read from Liting's blog, and I found it kinda true. At least she's honest and clean about it.

Liting's love for soccer.

Hmm, just sharing... for those who may be interested:)

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Event was fun!
Was very busy after the second batch students came.

went to meet a friend after event :)
wooooooooooo!
PICTURESSS!!



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very cute boyboy!!
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talkative justin :p he gave me a shock while i was putting lipstick for him!!
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tools needed for the day!
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i love u girls (hugs)
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thank u for everything !!!

say *yay*
ah! with ....


say cheezzzzeeee!!! nice smile you got there, jun san!
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^_^


great memories.
love you all.
ai ni men !!!
minna ga daisuki !!!!
shuwen is missing!
(xoxo)

with SHINya~
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金曜日, 11月 20, 2009 @ 23:00
LIAR GAME!

I'm now watching Liar game and enjoying my wine!
hahahaha.

I need to stock them up already. They are running low !!!!

After this week, i wont be online so often.
don't miss me okay.
AHAHAHHAHA
Actually, i am saying the reverse thing, please miss me!
:p
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Anyway was chatting with Teru & Miko the other day.
Totally made my day!
With the all the jokes we said.
hahahah!
actually they meant to be a topic.
but my japanese really sucks, and it became to be JOKES!


and and and!
Teru , don't worry so much, we will let you enjoy your stay in singapore
HAHAHAHAAHAHA.


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@ 22:12
i got a long way to go.

j.k
i know you will not read the entries i wrote about u.
but that's okay.

i'm just saying out how i felt .

i will stop waiting for you.
you said you wanted to focus on your studies, i know that;s bullshit la.
on seeing your result and that crazy lifestyle of yours.
you got study or no study, gpa still the same. ... still dare tell me this kind of shit.

i'm not born yesterday.


we wont be friends,
upon seeing how you treat me.

yea.

thank u for being there when i was down.
thank you for teaching me so much.
thank u for leading me astray.

yeayea. so much so much.
too much that i can't list them all out.

for that 1 whole year.
i learnt alot.
i fall badly.
i learn to stand up myself.

we were once very good friends, very 'close' friend too.
and now it have to end in a way such that we cant even be friends.

i found it pity. but never mind... because i have already decided to move on.

i wont contact u anymore.
all the best for ur exam.


bye j.k

p.s: just wanna say you were once a hero in my life.



i have to move on.
move on to a better life.

thanks buddy, amanda, wenling,fulin,miko,jerry,bb,chaewon
thanks so much :)
u guys knowhow much i love u


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i was blogging the above entry, and darlings came and told me to read about some idiotic stuffs.
yea, i almost became one idiotic person too.



2008.2009.
a great year?
i learnt alot this 2 years...
esp this year .
i met crazy people.
which sorta make me go siao

and hello!
to the person who think the entries i have been writing is about ''your'' guy...
stop speculating can anot. how old are u already?
why are u still acting like some stupid idiot?
i am not stealing ''your boyfriend'' okay.

''Your Boyfriend'' is just a friend of mine.
Okay, so rest in peace.
and stop thinking so much that I will steal ''your boyfriend''

This is really crazy.
I am saying this for the last time.
Don't drag me into your fantasy.
I am not interested.


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@ 20:39
Joy in sharing.

I'm rooting for you!
Amanda!!!

Take care of your health, stop fainting already.
I'm very worried for you okay!

hey buddy i am rooting for you too!
do your best for your exam & hopefully you managed to shake off your shy image la.
hhahaha.


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Really want to go for youth service tmr, but i have to go for event.
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@ 2:20
Asking and asking.

What's the point of me saying I don't want to ask and find out the answers.
I need the answers to clear my doubts.

I need them to forget.

Anyway, I'm like considering whether I should clear the doubts since it's like on & off thingy.


Why must girls think so much?
I have no idea >_<

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Thanks friends who cheered me up, encouraged me.
Thanks for the advices !!

I am saying ' Arigatou' from the bottom of my heart.

*hug*

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Exam starts 30nov.
IA starts 5th Jan.

Let me see....
i am actually looking forward for next year.

yea,

my birthday (yay!)
IA
Job/Higher Nitec
Supporter club
Natsu Matsuri
Learning Japanese
Getting a new phone
Getting a Camera
Doing my own bento
Losing Weight
Chilling with friends

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I like u as a friend.
I am happy to have u as a friend.
i admire u as a fren.
i respect u as a friend.

but, maybe you;re too self centered that you dont even know u may be losing your friends slowly.

i dont find it pity anymore to lose u as a friend when i realised that i dont deserve all these shit, and it;s time for me to let go of this friendship.

stop pointing finger at people and should start reflecting on yourself.

i dont need someone who is childish to be my friend.

Really stupid and childish of your actions.



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i think communication is very important.
so i make it an effort to communicate with all my lovely friends. Clearing the doubts, chatting non stop, seeking for help.

yea. i just love my friends.




Video Call!
hahaha. we shall do it again next time :)

Chaewon came my house today, helped her with some stuff :D
BB msn me just in time, and we went over to skype & have funnnn!

Enjoyed.


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水曜日, 11月 18, 2009 @ 21:26
I'm tired.

Feeling down now Photobucket
sometimes, i just feel that i think too much.
we girls ... tend to think too much right?

i feel tired, it have reached the limit . Photobucket
i should have give up long time ago, but, i did not.
my brain is telling to me give up, but my heart is not.

i have a weak heart. Photobucket

i am learning to give up completely.
i am going to give up.

it's a regret .
it's a hurting decision for me.

i can delete everything except memories and feelings.
if only it can be erased.... deleted...
i will wish to try....



in the r/s that i have been in
i'm always the one ended up hurt and sad.
i take a longer time to have my wound healed.
i have decided to put a stop.
a stop in r/s.

i know the rules in love games,
but sometimes, i just can't help to stop myself from sinking too in.
flings or not...
im no longer interested in it too.

singlehood is still the best.Photobucket


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Had SLO test today, am pretty happy about my performance.
having another progress test tmr, hopefully i can score well for that paper too~~~

I'm looking forward for Saturday Event ~~~~


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@ 1:49
暧昧 ( dedicated for Ah mei !)



曖昧讓人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進 何時該放棄
連擁抱都沒有勇氣

只能陪你到這裡
畢竟有些事不可以
超過了友情 還不到愛情
遠方就要下雨的風景

到底該不該哭泣
想太多是我還是你
我很不服氣 也開始懷疑
眼前的人 是不是同一個真實的你

曖昧讓人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進 何時該放棄
連擁抱都沒有勇氣

曖昧讓人變得貪心
直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你 寫不出結局
放遺憾的美麗 停在這裡


English Translation

Ambiguity makes people feel wronged
they can't find evidence of love
the right time to get closer, the right time to give up
Can't even bring up the courage to hug one another

I can only accompany you up to here
After all, there are some things that I cannot do
Surpassing friendship, not quite reaching love
It's about to rain in a faraway place

Should I cry?
Is it you or I who thinks too much?
I'm really not convinced and I start to suspect
Is the person in front of me really the same you?

Ambiguity makes people feel wronged
they can't find evidence of love
the right time to get closer, the right time to give up
Can't even bring up the courage to hug one another

Ambiguity makes people greedy
until waiting loses its meaning
I cannot bear the fact that we cannot write out an ending
Let the beauty of regret stop right here



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